A part of my life =P

UPDATE!

2010-09-27T20:43:00.000-07:00

Finally! i can update my blog! (thanks to Yaoqi reminding me =p) though i'm supposed to do my assignments == well aside with all the assignments *shove*, recently went back to Johor for my cousin's wedding and in other words, family gathering! It's been too long since I've last met with any of my cousins within these months. Honestly, hanging out with my cousins from my mom's side is one of the best times I've ever had in my life and it would have been better if it could just stay to that..lol oh well there's always next time!
The wedding on the other hand, was the fanciest wedding i've ever seen for as long as i can remember. The waiters and waitresses serving us with fancy food and fancy music playing...though i don't really get it why they use the balloons though...they just floated to the ceiling and stayed there for awhile. heh heh yea and i was also in charge of the confetti too! how cool is that =x oh yea remember those balloons i mentioned earlier?...YEA! we inhaled the helium in the balloons and talked with our squeaky, chip munk voices!! it was awesome!!

the wedding car == damn nice right?

2010-07-10T09:05:00.000-07:00

= update coming soon =

...i hope

2010-04-05T23:00:00.001-07:00

From the 2nd day of my job, i get a bloody annoying boss == without any heads up too! times like this, working in college feels somewhat better *sigh*

2010-03-31T04:54:00.000-07:00

jJust last Saturday, i watched How to Train your Dragon with Sid, Andreana, Salman, Nuraini and a few more of Salman's family as well. It was the first time in a REALLY long time (and i mean looong time lol) that i got addicted to a movie to an extent that i would download the soundtrack and look for the movie online as well. It's just that good =D. haha well the ending's just as predicted to be a happy one but with a lil twist from my point of view since the main character, Hiccup, was never really 100% saved in the end lol. A really good movie from story-telling to camera angles.

oh speaking of which, I'm supposed to be posting about my trip to Terengganu. So yea~ it was a really good trip i have to say lol. To be honest, I thought I would feel sort of an outcast since it's my first time meeting the family and likewise, the alienation-stuff going on; but instead, i felt alot more welcomed than expected instead lol. Salman's dad brought Salman and me around the surrounding area of the place we stayed in and took quite a lot of good shots around the place. Oh on the 2nd day, I went to the morning market, some guy thought I was a tourist == and tried to con me into buying some "African fruit" which was just plain old kiwi lol, ain't so bright i guess.

Well after that, we all headed to the beach around the house. Nothing much to say here but a picture's worth a thousand words so there you go =D a few of the good shots i took at the beach.

2nd part will be about the crystal mosque so yea another post full of pictures again lol.

2010-03-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

Just cam back from Terengganu 4 days ago to help out Salman's uncle as a wedding photographer. Had a really fun weekend actually. Got to get to know Salman's side of the family better and all. I'll just be posting up some of the photos for now since i'm not really in the mood for it now.

2010-03-13T18:51:00.000-08:00

Compare this

to this.

This was the project i've been worrying a hell lot about for the past 2 weeks since i almost failed this sucject last sem =/. Even Jo, my lecturer told me straight forward that i improved a hell lot too..2 times!.Though i just changed the background, i still love it! Layout's a lil plain but that's my objective since i going for the simplistic feel. best part about i is that i'm supposed to make it a working website and uploading it to the main server took quite a while. After 1 hour of uploading the website, the idea to change the background just poofed in my head >.>!

My 'birthday card' this year 8D cool no?

Just 2 days ago was my birthday and I didn't really plan anything. Since I was supposed to go to Terengganu with Salman but then again, celebrating birthdays with families has always been a tradition for me. So yea, celebrated with a my friends from different places 1st since I was out pass 12am and it being my birthday already, went back and slept till the morning. 1st news was I got was that my grandma got into a hospital due to hypoglycemia - - aii. Then later after that, Amelia messaged me as well, wishing me happy birthday and told me she had food poisoning so she can't meet up; then Wai Kwan as well >.>! first 3 news i get on my birthday lol! Well after that went for the audition for Neonite...even though i can't actually perform on the actual night == but Asha, one of the organizers, said i could just audition for kicks. and i have to admit, location aside, the preparation for the night's way better than the stupid Kaleido night == oh well. Now for the presents? I got 2 black sleeveless shirts, a new shoe and another mystery present I still have yet to get it from Amelia lol.

2010-03-07T08:24:00.000-08:00

Haih - - been so damn long since I've last updated my blog. Ever since class started this sem, it's been nothing but stress and warnings from lecturers - -. Shockingly, I actually started my assignments and project planning a few days before the due date too!

Anyways, updates. I've been stuck to the damn Ace Attorney game on the Ds ever since I started playing it - -...kinda interesting game as it kinda teaches you on finding the contradictions and information stuff. Never saw myself playing these kinda games to be honest. Always focused on the hack and slash kinda ones, but I have to say it's fun with the inside jokes as well. Aside the lawyer stuff, I finished Batman: Arkham Asylum! Nice game tho i kinda expected more from the battles with the common villains. the gadgets are damn nice!! Assassin's creed will be the next game i'll be finishing..i hope lol. Speaking of which, I'm really hoping i can get performances during the hols as well =/ Really in need of them right now actually lol

Games aside, I've recently started rockclimbing and working out again after a LONG stop. Yes, Been getting cramps everywhere - - aii~ Well since that's pretty much the place i'l be working, i'm hoping I'd be getting a lil bit of pocket money and a lot more work out as well. OH for those interested, just inform me if you're interested for climbing lol. entrance fee will be rm5 for now since the gym isn't really open to the crowd yet.

2010-02-02T03:38:00.000-08:00

Any idea on how i took these shot? =D

And this is the lomo effect. Nice eh?

I will do a proper update!!..soon~ CNY holidays maybe?

2010-01-19T03:59:00.000-08:00

more to come! MUHAHAHAHAHA!

anyways changing the subject, i don't think i ever mentioned anything about my college ever planning a prom night right? well yea that's the whole problem with it.

To be honest, I never thought it was ever gonna be happening at all. Just all plans that weren't ever gonna come true at all, so why should i even go?. Well after a few days, then Li Fern (one of the admin workers if i'm not mistaken and correct the spelling if i'm wrong) and Xinyi, my junior who joined the student committee member, encouraged me to join in since there was a top talent competition awards going on. So i thought, "why not?".

Joined in and attended the audition. The audition was supposed to be during the holidays when pretty much everyone was free but for some reason,they made it earlier instead, which was very inconvenient for everyone. Hell I even had to perform with my formal presentation clothes >.>! Seeing some guy in a presentation outfit and swinging around 2 spinning thingies isn't a great sight after all. I was actually hoping to see students showing something else besides singing and heck was i wrong, lol! I ended up being the only performer that wasn't singing ==. Well yea, i admit that they were great singers and singing isn't one of my talents at all, in fact, i'll kill the judges if i sang, but i hoped there would be someone out there with something else to show besides singing =/ guess I was wrong.

Then i had another surprised call saying that there was another audition that just pop-up out of nowhere, and it was gonna be at the AVH again. So yea it was okay, and I asked one of the admin workers why they were having another audition. i heard they had it cause it was kinda an attraction for those that haven't bought the tickets yet and to have more competition between the competitors from the 1st audition and the ones that will join in during the 2nd audition and have somebody eliminated. In the end, EVERYBODY got in - - whee~ surprise.

And just now or yesterday (friday), they had a debate to have it at either Coco Banana or Borneo Rainforest. Both places were really great but I'd pick Borneo Rainforest cause since it's open air, unlike Coco Banana. I just don't want to stink up the place with kerosene. and guess what? I went through all that just to get news that there's a bug possibility that the whole prom might be canceled. == splendid.

2010-01-16T08:50:00.001-08:00

= Soon I Will Update =

2009-12-30T09:55:00.000-08:00

Just asking for opinions, this here would be my business card for my fire dance group. any opinions? ideas? criticism? do leave at the chat box on the left yea? thanks!

2009-12-14T03:09:00.000-08:00

I was supposed to post up something since it's the holidays but oh well, I forgot =x. Well though it's the holidays, I'm still being bombarded with assignments since I got an Option to Progress for Digital Media 2...a fancy name for Flash Torment! = = at least I just gotta make everything work with better graphics.

Well aside from the assignments, I had premiere tickets for Storm Warriors and watched it with Howe at One Utama, my previous second home back when I was still in Sedaya - -. Before watching the movie, I got to walk around the mall a lil and I'd have to say, One Utama's quite dead compared to how it was last time =/ well after having dinner, we headed to the arcade and tried Razing Storm and some japanese game which was quite fun, just that i keep dying towards the end lol. Ah well, about the movie? Besides the action and really good graphics, the names and some translation's kinda funny actually. I mean, Lord Godless and King Piggy? what kinda name is that? Guess they just directly translated the name.

Speaking of which, my cousin opened an Indonesian restaurant at Kota Damansara. It's called Lawang Sari and even though the restaurant still undergoing some test and isn't officially opened yet, the food and drinks are great! The interior's real nice since pretty much all the furniture's all from Indonesia itself and it is for sale as well. After the free treat at the restaurant, Haris, my sis and I headed to Uptown around the place itself. The place is great if you're looking for cheap and quality-satisfied goods there, in which, i have found my next pair of shoes there already =D just waiting for my b'day - - aii.

A very bad quality picture of how the restaurant really looks like - - my bad

And like always, here are some of the many shots of the recent fire dancing-fool-around sessions I had. I really have to practice a lot more on my meteor =/ and I still have a lot more to teach m my 2 fellow students ==!

Oh somebody shoot me. I just downloaded 2 seasons of Ben 10 Alien force and downloading the 3rd season >.>!

2009-11-16T08:25:00.001-08:00

It's been 4 days already since my parents left for their hajj and honestly, the experience of their absence is not what i ever had in mind at all. the fact that they were leaving both me and my sis for more or less 40 days never really hit me at all until the moment those security guards opened the gates to the ones going foe the hajj. My sister already cried 2 nights before they left while my dad briefed us what to do during their hajj and if there were to be any "accidents". I was heavy hearted a lil on the side but no tears. When they were leaving for the gates, I nearly cried.

the last photo taken before they left

2009-10-29T13:07:00.001-07:00

Guess for the next few posts, i'll be putting up photos since i've been playing around with the dslr camera quite a lot lately lol =D have fun and enjoy. Jonathan has been my photographer for the past few firedancing sessions i've been arranging. Think he'll be a very good addition to the group for photoshoot sessions =D

I admit, this is one of the best shot he took that night.

yea well since i'll be taking more shots and trying to get back my inspiration in photography, thought i'd design a lil logo for the fun of it. the numbers there are Jonathan's and my b'day dates.

Peekaboo =D

2009-10-25T09:53:00.000-07:00

I've been lacking the updates for one hell of a time already! think i'll just post up some photos of the past events so far...sorry eh =/

During the 2 days of firedancing shots for the AD student's photoshoot and my webdesign project.

Then there's the Halloween night over at TOA where we showed the true essence of The One Academy students =D yea i just stole the pics from facebook since i've never gotten the pics yet from my friends yet - -" my bad lol~

Pern: ouu Brains! XD

nice eh? =D

2009-10-11T03:08:00.000-07:00

Been a long time since i've last posted anything that's not about work so i think i'll break the ice with the small 'open house' the pend. Islam class did last saturday. Well only 5 out of 8 students turned up for the raya celebration in class - -" aii so we had some of the students from dg088 to come over instead to fill in the empty seats. It was really fun to just hang around in class, just chatting around, and abusing the memory in my Nikkon D90 =x. we were told to contribute food from each of us so Nad brought rendang, Uztazah Shahida, our lecturer brought pasta and drinks and i brought cookies. the best among the rest was the rendang and the pasta. lol, a mix of east and west again =D. Well i did bring some fireworks since Eelena asked for some so i brought that lil pop pop thing and one other thing i dunno the name opps lol but we ended up playing the pop pop thing in the end.

lol this was taken while i was still rushing for the raya background thing =D sempat jugak ambik gambar XD

and this is the work i rushed for =D nothing much tho.

Uztazah Shahida, our lecturer for Pend. Islam in TOA.

and here are some random shots i took during the whole celebration.

ZOOM! lecturer XD

yep, this is our class, excluding Zaki, Nix and Hazri.

After the class celebration, i headed to sushi zanmai since Wai Kwan was there waiting for a few people and asked for company. Never tried sushi zanmai before and i have to say, it's not that bad but i can' really say much since i've never tried any of the main dishes yet so i'll just see how things goes whenever i go there again with family of friends.

2009-10-08T08:54:00.000-07:00

Just wanna share this a lil bit since it's been around a year since i've last drew a decent human in full body and yes, it's a friend. Cause every attempt to draw any human, i'll fail badly to an extent drew a vampire with huge thighs instead of a pretty girl == scary eh? okay well i know there's still errors there but hey, it's way better than a vamp with huge legs!

2009-09-29T20:31:00.000-07:00

Just something I thought of sharing for the fun of it here.

Did this in a few minutes excluding the time spent surfing the net lol. can you see the figure behind? do give feedbacks. thx

This was taken during the MM (multimedia) outing day on the 28/09/09, monday. A really fun day actually. would have been way better if everyone enjoyed the rain more and if we had more time there actually. Got to meet my seniors there as well since I was among the juniors - -". lol

2009-09-22T09:22:00.000-07:00

hey guys, i am in need of your help once more. critique please? the whole thing is based on a song called "fly me to the moon". The artist? I'm not so sure yet, i'm torn between Olivia Ong and Utada Hikaru. These are my best favorite 2 cause Olivia Ong has a really nice voice and the whole song is really laid back and serene lol (and i've heard that she's a cousin to Yao Qi too, cool!) and for Utada Hikaru, the starting kinda fits in with my animation and she sings nice as well =D so comments people!! (best u enlarge the main character's pic as well, u can see the details better). oh yea, do take note that all these were done purely in photoshop since i've never like illustrator or flash =x.

mah moon =D

it's some kinda jelly/candy thing lol~

and last but not least, my main character! =D

2009-09-17T05:45:00.000-07:00

What'd you think? the character was purely drawn and coloured in photoshop by myself with help of tutorials for my project. lol well i did have a really good reference lol

2009-09-14T05:04:00.001-07:00

Just another few more days till the fasting month is over...ahh~ and then i'll only get 2 days of holidays == i mean what the hell? what can we do in 2 freakin days?! I know one whole day will be used up for visiting all of our relative's graves, since it's all scattered all over the graveyards of KL. Next day i'm not sure. Visit my dad's side of the family maybe? not something i look forward to, honest. i'm sure u can recall the stories i've told you - -. the old aunty's my fav one to tell among the rest of them.

One thing for sure, I won't be having any open house this year round. That makes the 2nd time not having an open house then =/ sorry to the people that was looking forward to showing up for the open house at my place. I hope we'll be having it next year tho, besides cleaning up and filling up what dishes are finished and having the annoying nieces over, i really do enjoy the atmosphere of having the family and friends over at the house, just chatting and catching up with the ones we only meet a few times a year.

Honestly I've always looked forward to having the open house every year knowing the past years and the handful of friends i've had, I could say i have always been the least to invite friends over to the house. The only ones that managed to come on my end was only Amelia, Salman and Siddiq, and Owen...that too some things happened and it just ends up the first 3. Yes, believe it, 3 people from my side. My dad have always had people from Genting and former business partners to come over before and after the open house, my mom always had her sisters and brothers visit us as well and my sis had her Taylor's connections there as well. I've just got 3..3 damn it - -" Oi lol, i'm just wishing the open house would only come true. that too, is the ones invited could come as well. wish lol. Well hope Salman can get the fuel before his open house tho. been awhile since I've last played with fire!

last but not least:

To retrocede is an arduous task indeed

2009-09-07T07:33:00.000-07:00

yes i know that the last few posts have been more like...uhh not posts that's for sure but anyways i'll make a better post now lol.

Anyways, the past few days have been a lil fun, to say the least. The day we got to get our results, the whole Essenism gang was supposed to go over to kl but in the end, we all decided to hang around Sunway since half the gang weren't present for the outing =/. It was real nice to have be just sitting wit the gang and catching up with one another after so long since our last hang out..

these are some of the photos taken during the hangout lol~

lol miki stealing some of howe's ABC =D

and there she is again, stealing with a spoon this time =p

a group photo of Essenism..eh whoever that was there of course lol

And the day after that, I watched Final Destination 4 with Howe. 1st met up with Miki and Howe after my prayers and had a chat up again lol. nice conversation there actually. Later before we watched the movie, we headed to some exhibition on the latest iPhone 3g S(ucks =x) From what miki says, the only difference they added from the iPhone 3g, is just the added copying and pasting picture from the internet...waat?? only 1 difference?? aii - - yea but we did manage to get a few free gifts tho, which for me was a lime green pouch, some limited edition figurine on some footballer, and a free cd which had our horrible dress up printed on it. it was the worse dress up i ever had these past few years!! yea~ after that we met up with Neal as well and chatted a lil bit till it was time fo the movie and whoa~ the deaths were hilarious compared to the --" i mean to have your organs sucked out from the butt? a VERY sad death there - -" lol. after that just killed time till i had to break fast after that.

oh, went to the flea market around the Sunway area last sunday lol. nothin much over there for the guys but lotsa stuff like tudungs, necklaces and earrings for the girls. throughout the whole visit there, the only thing that caught my interest was the petting zoo from the Wild Life from Lagoon. Had a nice time over there playing around with the parrot and python there. I have to say that having a Burmese python (correct me if i spelled wrong) around your neck is a really good feeling =D lol whoever that never did this should have a go at it..it's really great feeling i can say lol the parrot as well lol. the trainer gave us a lil show there itself. my fav trick was the one that had the parrot spread out it's wings when the trainer gave a sort of signal to the parrot itself lol and the other trick was that have the parrot say hello as well after the trainer said it as well which the parrot sounded cute =D

BAH! snake!! =P

lol today was quite a nice day as well lol. Watched District 9 with Ti Ming, Aaron, John, Taiko, Kok (sorry can't remember ur name!!) and Howe. the movie was nice but it could have been better if they didn't cut the other parts of the movie as well == they cut out 30 minutes of the movie damn it!! jeez - -" well the hilarious parts of the movie was nice and the graphics on the high tech alien part was great as well. after the movie, the guys accompanied me to the breaking of fast. lol we all chatted about the movie and got to know about my sad factory of a school - -".

well that's all for now, college starts in less than 12 hours which i doubt i'll be posting anytime soon...i hope this sem will be an interesting one..i hope - -...

2009-09-01T14:57:00.000-07:00

Another 6am post for now..well three minutes before 6 but wth~ lol. haiz...the holidays this time round has been a bloody boring one since, like i've said, it's the fasting month. All i've been dong are just watch movies, sleep on the floor (my room floor, surprisingly comfy at that too) and kill off some infected horde and destroying a sick, religious cult (Resident Evil 4 =x). Yea, speaking of which, i've been into zombie/infected things lately..let's see; finished resident evil 5 in 2 days, been addicted to Left 4 Dead, waiting for the sequel to the game, finished Resident Evil 4, looking up on Resident Evil vids on9 and been getting dreams about those - - aii.

And in less than a week, college is about to start - -" and i'm still lacking the sleep! somebody kill me!! oh on an unrelated note, there's an interesting post smokers should be reading in Amelia's blog. nice one! now if only my dad read blogs lol. the painful irony

2009-08-24T14:56:00.000-07:00

it's 6 am and i'm blogging...interesting, is it not? nah probably not. Well anyways, as most of you might have known already know, it's the fasting month and probably most of my plans are better off in the rubbish dump - -" yep yep, gone. Why? Cause I was told that I'm not supposed to have "too much fun" as I'm practically restrained like hell already. "No, you can't stay over at his place", "no he can't come over, it's the fasting month and I pity him for the way Pa treats him.", "No, don't go out to the field at this time of night. Things might follow you back home".

Just so you know, it's not that I don't know the reason to my recent behavior, you just can't handle the answer I have in mind for you.

There's plenty more but I'm just not in the mood for ranting the whole picture now. Maybe another time, I just need to let go a lil bit of my frustration ==. I think pretty much everyone knows who i'm ranting about already lol. the irony.

2009-08-16T07:20:00.000-07:00

Well was supposed to make a post since last Friday or Saturday, but apparent'y I went ahead with the lil random plans for now =x. lol well anyways yea the holidays have started already and te plans so far are supposed to be:

1. Look for a job.

(might have found one with Uncle Ben[Howe's uncle atm])

2. Look for the bracelet in Sungei Wang with the gang.

(not sure if it's possib;e since most of us are busy as it is)

3. Somehow look for a paid performance within the 3 weeks

(really not possible - -)

Well on Sat, was supposed to watch G.I Joe with Nix but turned out that the mom wouldn't let her go out that day =/ oh well so I just spent my last 2 tokens i got last time there at Time Crisis 3...damn it was hard messaging Nix and shooting people at the same time...even lost all my life there - - crap~ lol yea so then in the end, instead of hanging out with Nix, I got to bump ino a few people along the way to kill time as well and yea, the MTV thing going on at Sunway Lagoon was real hectic to an extent that it even effected the jam around Damansara >.>! I do not see the connection at all but from what Amelia said, it was the cause...hmm?

Yea about Sat, we had our firedance practice as usual on a Sat night with a small audience as well after a log time. During the practice, I was keen on experimenting with one of the other fire dancing thingy( i dunno wat 2 call it...equipement? accecesories?), the meteor. It's like 2 pois(the spinning thingies lol =p) merged into one, long, very long chain. and damn it felt nice!! the whole swinging of te meteor and the lil moves i could make out of it just felt really great! it's like one of those chain weapons but with fire instead =D

Well as for today, lol had another sparring session with Howe and Sky together (and Lina as an audience) this time since all the recent sparring session i've been having was always either Howe or Sky, not together lol. And apparently, excluding the 1st time, at least a cat would always accompany us during the sparring sessions lol okay? Didn't mind an extra company tho. Yea and as always Howe practically beats me in the spar and surprisingly I THINK i beat sky? even tho i was still too defensive, used my elbow against his fist and i injured his right arm quite badly - -" sorry about that and even tho i tried to punch him, i only tapped him..wth?! while resting after the 2nd spar, I realised i had a small injury from the fire dance Saturday night..nice! =D

After that we had a meal at Harrots. We ate and chatted quite a lot random topics here and there but the main topic was about Left 4 Dead. lol nice game indeed =D. Sky was telling us about what cheats he used and the hallelujah time he had LOL! later after that, I joined Howe to a dinner with his mom's friend from the US for a supposed-to-be lunch at SS2. Thought we were gonna eat at some high-end restaurant but we all settled for SS2 Murni...high class enough for me =D and with a HUGE bonus of SWEDISH MEATBALLS! YUM! went over to the Curve for awhile since they all wanted to walk around and explore. Howe bought the 3rd book in the Stephenie Meyer, Eclipse. Well i heard quite a number of good comments about the series and since i'm trying to get into reading after all these years -- thought of trying it out. Yea honestly, the only book that really got my interest was only the book called God's Outrageous Claims. Yes the book title's really deceiving ==. it's nothing to do with going against religions or anything like an anti-god book, instead, it's just how people tend to misinterpret god's words for their own benefits. Yea, it's so deceiving that my mom doesn't believe me -- wth~. Anyways, back to today, after the dinner at SS2 Murni, Howe sent me back to Pyramid, hung around for awhile and came back home.

Honestly, when i got down the car, it's as if i'm just walking back to the boring norm that was the life i'm leading now...it's kinda boring you know, repeating the same thing over and over, going to the same place again, waking up knowing just what is going to happen and yet, as much as i want to change the whole routine, i can't...due to some reasons - - Yea first time in my life when I was at JB/ S'pore, i felt really free. Like I could just do about anything i like (of course, i knew my limits), just break out from the that endless circle, and just be different. Yea, i felt REALLY GREAT! And to know that i'll just be wasting this holiday staying around the same place, not going anywhere else just sucks big time. I really envy those people that do not have those restrictions as I do now.. damn.

not a good way to end my blog post - - aii.

Well at least I've got something to look forward to this Wed. NIIIIIX~! 8D

2009-08-09T12:39:00.000-07:00

Just one more week...to the damn HOLIDAYS!!

2009-07-24T18:43:00.000-07:00

it's 9.40am in the morning and it's my few 'holidays' to catch up with my sleep and what the hell am I doing up so early? Just to go over to an aunt's place and do the Tahlil...something religious which is optional but still, am going against my will ==...aii well anyways updates:

Howe stayed over for the 1st time in a VERY long time again lol. Most of you should already know the reason why already lol so well, the last fire dance practice was a lil short since Bab had college the next day, yea he's finally starting college lol and to top it off, Nix and Howe joined along with our lil practice and after that Bab and I both were teaching Howe and Nix on the basics of firedancing since they're part of the Seraphim group already. oh yea forgot to mention, Seraphim's our firedancing group name now. lol no more Dark Spark...sounds a lil wierd when you really think about it - -" lol, credits to Howe for the group name since Seraphim means angel of fire. Well during the training, Nix was quite fast on learning the reverse swinging and turning back and all..Howe however...=D think he preffered to stick to butterfly after all the training XD lol! He was hitting himself almost everywhere! Even Nix and I took a short rest just to see hiim hit himself =x my bad hard to resist. But looking at the progress they're going, they kinda good actually. lol so yea, in a way I can say that that'ss another 2 members of Seraphim. Now all we need is just a logo =D

NEVER PLAY WITH FIRE, YOU'LL GET BURN AND HURT YOURSELF...pure lies

Well after that, we went home, took a drink and watched Silent Hill! nice movie =D just lacking the monsters from the game tho..they only showed the grey children(crazy babies), pramid head, the dead janitor(don't know his name) and that acid spitting fella(dunno hisname either --). lol but it's kinda a sad ending that the Rose and Sharon didn't really make it back home tho lol.

Yes and from this point onwards i just came back from my aunts house - -". the moment I went in the house, I was already provoked by my oldest niece...the breaking girl if some of you would remember I've told you about my insult to her. oh well nothing interesting to talk about here - -"

2009-07-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

oii...been a long time since i last updated my blog at all...lol well for the cam whore session at Coffee Bean...well i'll have to load another time then =/ sory about it cause the original photo size is too big to load up. aii so well anyways below's the 2nd stop motion I did since Henry needed help on the stop motion project and honestly...i think i actually had more fun than the 1st one i did - -" sorry. Stayed over at Henry's place for a night to do it. Played some games, chatted a bit then went on with it again. After coming back home, I needed to go to Bab's place again for another fire dance session and a small meeting about the crew thing as well. yes and like always, I get a small aguement on why I shouldn't be going out at night since there's always unwanted attention lingering in the nights ==... aii oh well i'll just ahve to make a detailed one on the next blog post lol

Before I end the post, watch this one! It's a group of girls going in an sudition and they're asked

why they think they wee good candidates to become models though i have to admid that some of them are quite a sight lol.

The end of the vid is the best part!

2009-06-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

Yea it's been ages since i last updated my blog. So i'll just update it for the sake of it lol~ well since Nix is in my class for typo this sem, things aren't as quiet as how i anticipated tho lol and that's a good thingn since i'm having major communication probs in class =/ so yea on Tues, i let loose and chat away like those foundation days..damn i really miss the class. lol anyways. Yea had those cam whoring session at coffee bean..the last time i went to coffee bean was...uhh..5-6 years i think? it was freakin long dat's all i know. yea so that day was kinda a break frm all these years. and yes, we camwhored with a DSLR cam too! w00t! and I managed to finish Time Crisis 3 with just one credit. W00T!

yea this and a few more pics i still have yet to get it frm my sis =/ will load up when i get it.

And there's Wai Kwan's b'day celebration! Happy b'day girl! Got her figure refferences as a prank b'day present (but it didn't really work) and a fitting bracelet for her on her b'day. Too bad Wai Kwan didn't get the same reatment as Howe =x lol we all celebrated her b'day over at Circle restaurant at pyramid. I know, wierd name for a restaurant. The layout of the restaurant didn't look cheap either, but none the less, the prices were affordable! Shocking! lol and the varieties were too many as well it took both Howe and me awhile to decide on what to eat. Some of the drinks there were a lil over-prices tho but it's all those fancy-named drinks lol..i hav no idea how else i should adress them =x too sleepy lol and finally the cake was delicious! lol after that, we all sat and chatted there. Nice environment, nice prices, nice food..what more could I ask for?...free food? lol if only wishes could come true XD and I got plans for the next one..LOL!

The whole group photo during the b'day celebration

The CD085-3! whoever was there of course lol~ henry looks really hyped up there~

The 2nd photo of CD085-3 =D and both shots hav KK looking very disturbing beside me >.>!

Anyways fast forward to the past few days~ been quite busy lately with all the assignments piling up ==" and yea with that, i still got to watch transformers 2.. yes as sad as it sounds, it was my 1st late movie in my life ==! a really good movie tho but the only prob is that they crampt up a whole lot of stuff into 2hrs and 30 minutes isn't that good. beside's that, the movie was pretty much great =D. the inside humour was not bad at all. lol a fitting movie for a first late night movie. After that, the group chatted outside the exit before leaving and Howe hit himself REALLY badly! lol! ouch! pity the poor fella XD haha~ stayed over at Howe's place for the night since it was pretty too late for me to get back home. had a chat for awhile before sleeping.

The next day, we all headed back to Howe's church then I headed back to my place to get a rest and rushed my work after that. lol the agony that is TOA. and speaking of which, the disturbing dreams isn't helping me in getting sleep either ==...for the past few days, I've been getting the same disturbing dream over and over again damn it! thing, after I got up at one time, all the parts of my body that were badly injured in the dream shared the same agony in real life for a few seconds as well, then when i try to sleep again, it continues!! wth! i need sleep! not agonising dreams!

2009-06-24T06:14:00.000-07:00

sparring time!

2009-06-17T06:12:00.000-07:00

Well it's been a hell long time since I last seriosly sparred with anyonewhich was..3 years - -" last time was with Matt which was kind of a mishap actually but oh well. lol so just a few wed ago, manages to find one sparring partner, and he's a former street fighter too =D lol. Managed to sparred quite well and found out that my reflexes not only went down a lil...it went down like hell >.>! damn must get it back up again! So must have more sparring sessions lol~ who's up for it?

Well fast forward to today then lol so was supposed to spar again at 3 today but since my sis woke me up at 3am asking me to be her partner for some presentation, I said okay...subconciously - -" aii, then so we both had outside help from Howe and Ivan so things weren't as hectic as i should be lol now just hope I get the camera tho, it's so dang cool! a mini Olympus DSLR camera. so The official timing started at 5.45 == damn~ so didn't hav much fun sparring since we were all kinda in a rush as Howe had a movie to go to which i've been wanting to watch Drag me to hell for a long time too..last minute plans, you know the prob == so i was quite sad. So back to the sparring, Howe wasn't exagerating on him being too offensive, he was WAY too offensive lol~ and Ivan's not bad just the stance was a lil wrong and i'm stil too defensive - -" wish i could change that. But the leg sparring thing weren't so bad, lol =D but most of the time we were distracted by a freaking cat! lol quite cute tho but it was distracting with it being in the middle of the sparring place and all == lol XD

2009-06-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

GAHAHAHA! FIRE!

The title should sound familiar lol XD well anyways, as many of you know, I recently played with fire again! yea and this time round, had my sis to come along for a photo shoot as well lol~ it was for her assignments =p but those were real good quality pics none the less. The best so far lol~ but next time I really gotta book everyone before hand == Yen haven't joined in for quite some time now and Justin (the junior Justin lol not the vulgar one) is always busy when I have one. Oh well there's plenty more fuel to play around with and I MIGHT play with fire during the Redang trip =p depending if I manage to get my own set of fuel lol~

yea like this pic a lot!

Me jumping over Bab. one of our formations =D

*poof* If you actually keep the poi still, the tail of the fire WILL reach your hands --" ouch~ lo

A very nice shot there =D

And last but not least, our double Butterfly formation...Bab gets mixed up when he panics due to the crowd ==" lol~

2009-06-08T05:47:00.000-07:00

-Attention all essenism gang-

Well looking at the recent events and posts, seems more like we all need a big time off from our love lives =/ well anyways, about the upcoming plans and all, 1st things 1st...when the hell are we going to Genting?! we were supposed to go since last year damn it! lol another one is the Pulau Redang trip and lucky thing, Ivan's supposed to arrange the whole trip so hope he'll plan everything for us =D

Well i'll talk about the events i'm thinking it's pretty much priority now lol. Well 1st things 1st, The bracelets and the shirt for the whole gang. For the bracelets, I think Sungei Wang's the best place to look for it since it is however the most convenient place to look for unless during the exploration week, u guys don mind going to Jonker's walk, Melacca for the bracelet hunt. Jonker's walk is pretty much random at what stuff they sell there (except the Bokutou. It's always there =p) so I can't really guarantee on the bracelets being there even but it does stand a chance of getting it from some place rare~ besides, there's a great place for Cendol and Ice kacang XD yum!

Shirts...i think i'll head over to SJ uptown one day, last I went there, there was a stall promoting a shirt printing shop...which the last time i went there was ages ago ==" So likewise, i'll check it out. Anyways if I can't find any, any1 knows a good shirt printing place?

And last but not least, camwhore pics. Been a long time since we all took a group photo all together as a gang and well, it is time~ lol so Wai Kwan, bring your camera! XD cause mine's MIA most of the time lol =p

2009-06-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

Man~ the past few days has been crap ==" geez. It's only the 4th week of college and I'm already having sleepless nights... come to think of it, i already had my 1st night on the 2nd week --" lol very sad thing. Well now i'll have to use flash from now onwards, animating stuff here and there, so expect some flash animation to come up in future posts tho =D 1st flash animation will most likely be tied to my social life already.. yum yum fries =x there's a hint over there =D

Well anyways this year, I manage to bring my sis and Haris over for the community service at Klcc and this time round we all watched Night in the Museum 2. More action than the 1st movie since this time it's not just in a small museum. lol the cube of rubiks! and bird-brained imortal warriors frm the underworld XD. hilarious! Thing was that, sis felt kinda guilty about not helping much and watching a movie in Klcc all for free, so to top it off, we all ate in Madam Kwan XD i'm sure she felt worse XD. nvm i'll drag her for next year's agm. Well after that, we all went over to Bab's place for a go at Wii again lol, Haris's first time to be playing Wii so we all had fun bullying him in Brawl and later on in Mario Kart as well. lol! Lucario!

lol some random pics from the restaurant.

lol speaking of which, I watched Monsters vs. Aliens the last sunday with my sis and Haris again =D. Not bad for a movie tho lol, better from what i heard about the reviews about Bolt. Well it did afterall kept me awake throughout the movie even tho i was freakin sleepy and pretty much mood spoiled on what happened beforehand =="...i ran frm ss15 to pyramid! aii~ 20 min to reach, and I was practically drenched in my own sweat and had to cool down in the freakin toilet >.>! Well after the movie, while walking out towards the shopping mall, we all realised that the camera was facing the wall instead of the walkway...lol keeping a really close eye for any vandalism or artistic graffiti on the wall perhaps? had a really freakish but enlightening chat in Haris's new (or really old) Ford while on the way back =D

Well here's the camera lol

2009-05-29T09:38:00.000-07:00

so wat do u think?...fine! my nipples aren't on fire okay! other than that??

2009-05-18T22:25:00.000-07:00

was surfing some other blogs and i ound this one. It's a stopmotion vid, very touching and the graphics just blows you away >.> well it did for me~ lol

A SHORT LOVE STORY IN STOP MOTION from Carlos Lascano on Vimeo.

Makes you really want to get up and go on with life, don't you agree? It does for me =) but i'll just have to wait for the right time to find the right girl =/

2009-05-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

Somewhere in Mentari...in a college so damn close to Pyramid, a college so well disguised that many says it looks so much like a shop lot...okay, fine! It's a freakin shop lot! Anyways, moving on, *ahem* A college that trade souls for an 'enriching' expirience to have what it's like to be a zombie, panda, whatever that resemble a student which leads a life like no other...under unfortunate circumstances....unfortunately, and which lies many different individuals shrouded in mystery...a fancy way of saying they're just plain wierd...Somebody who claimed that he prank somebody twice (which he really did actually) has very recently uncovered a few still images portraying small proof that they REALLY have no life. The little but valueble amount of information are shown below...lol! opps, killed the mood..then again, what mood?

=Viewer discretion is advised=

An interesting picture showing that this perticular person was so drained, to an extent that even quenching his thirst seemed really difficult...and I quote, "*drinks* yum yum fries! "

Another yet interesting individual...and not in a good way as well. We have tried asking him why he smiled oh so excitingly as something rather was about to happen...he answered with utter silence

and then, he looked...

Yes...he almost drooled too...

To our demise, it was something rather disturbing...very disturbing. After that, we decided to flee from the area as we uncovered more unexpected information

2009-05-08T09:18:00.000-07:00

Thursday, Howe, Miki, Wai Kwan, Kok Jing and I all met up in pyramid to catch up and finally hang around again as a gang since it was a long time we hung out together~ We finally caught up and chatted a lot during meals and we spammed a lot of free refills in the korean restaurant and MacD as well =D whee~

lo since my mm class kinda suspects that Miki and I were a couple, Miki made things worse for the whole assumption too! not bad for an evil plan eh?

lol group photo! and Howe get's distracted by the lift light thingy - -" lol~

eh...over romantic? lol XD

wk's head was split in half o.o!

2009-05-07T10:14:00.000-07:00

lol Just on Tuesday was Howe's b'day so what I did was plan a prank and it was a sucsess! yay! Kok Kin, Wai Kwan and I were the only few that attended the prank thingy since the others were kinda busy with their stuffs as well. First time ever trying a prank to this extent tho so he was a good guinea pig =x lol XD the plan was that 1st we meet up at MacD then blindfold Howe and make him walk around Pyramid and then tricking him to going to lagoon but lagoon's closed on a tuesday so we'll just get him soaking wet none the less with the great use of water balloons with great spelling on them as well =x

But Howe being the genius, he forgot about the lagoon thing and wore jeans and he has no spare clothes cis =p...so I lent him my spare shirt and blindfolded him and started walking frm Mac to lagoon. Too bad I didn't take the vid on how we spammed the balloons tho lol oh well, I guess that's what happens when most of the gang's busy on your b'day tho~

lol and knowing Howe, i'm sure he'll want revenge since I pranked him twice =p so better watch out next year XD

the ammunition prepared before the spamming began =D

Great spelling no?

and peace before the humiliation i guess? lol if Wai Kwan and I were too caught up with the shots, Howe might have triped on the stairs XD lol!

lol but hopefully i don go boom next year?

2009-05-06T06:30:00.000-07:00

Soon the hols will end...DAMN!

2009-04-30T07:09:00.000-07:00

Wow long =D

ah finally the work's finished~ but the holidays are coming to an end as well == and we still haven't had our genting trip yet too damn it! jeez. well the past few days were at least qiute enlightening.

First off last friday, I went to pyramid and was supposed to meet up with KK, Licia and Henry to just catch up and chat but they end up being all the way at puchong, sleeping =/ oh well so I just walked around alone...lol kinda got used to it already anyways, knowing how bad my sec school life went ==. So anyways I went ahead and bought some snacks frm Aunty Anne's and the snack was literally covered in chocolate =D yum~

well then I went to wash my hand in the toilet after i messed up eating XD. lol so there was a malay guy (take note, he's a MALAY) there minding his own business. So I went to wash my hand and just clean up a lil, then he started talking to me and said stuff like him preffering to hang out with chinese more than malays these days. lol seriously I've never heard any malay guy saying things like that before so I thought he really meant it and went on chatting with him, until he just randomly pointed out he was single --" well i did feel a lil uncomfortable but still chatted none the less. Then after that, he asked for my number with a really horny smile. That's when i found out that all he said was just trash and just to get my number ==. lucky thing i was closer to the entrance than he was so yea, i practically ran. Desperately. So after the prayers, I just walked around pyramid aimlessly till 5.45pm? But I did manage to kill time faster by running into people I knew here and there =D

Well the next day, I went to pyramid again with Sid, Andrea, Bab and Aaron, and met up with Amelia in pyramid too =D. lol So anyways caught up a lil bit with Aaron, until I met up with Amelia --". Well I met up with her and hung round for awhile and I did make sure that Bab knew where Zen was since we planned to eat there and since Amelia was craving for cake badly =D lol so anyways Bab told me to head off 1st and so I did...and when we sat in the restaurant and ordered already, Bab called and said they're drinking at Secret recipe. Well here's the thing, Bab told me the REAL reason why he ditched me and honestly, I'd say there's something else ==" anwyays I managed to finish Time Crisis 4 again! but with Amelia! with two credits too! XD I finish TC4 for the first time with Howe but i think i used 3 or 4 credits =p oh well! woots!

Oh well later that night, we played with fire at Monash uni. yes MONASH UNI! woots! XD lol and i got a special tag too, saying i'm a performer and can go in there through a different etrance XD lol~. well this time round we played with Sober's group as well. At first i thought they really had more skills than both me and BAB put together but the longer i watch them practice, their movements were really stiff ==" well i hought they were saving the fancy moves for later lol so I just practiced together as well. Well here's the thing, this time round, the crowd won't be watching us on a stage like it always has. It's 1000 to 2000 people crowding all around us and we're in the middle! cool! Well Sober's group took off their shirts and them being climbers, they had lean muscles there so they hav an upperhand over there == cis! well then the crowd was cheering as usual until the middle since Sober's group were practically doing the same movements all over again...until we came in! XD yea! We did most of our formations and I have to say, I absolutely love the jumping formation XD. here's the formation: well someone lies down on the floor doing the buzz zaw move and the other jumps over the one lying down. seems simple but u really gotta have a lot of courage on both sides and really trust each other on this one =D well no probs there for the both of us =p I still have yet to get the photos frm them so you gotta be patient =c i want the photos too!

so fast forward to Tuesday, I met up with Wai Kwan and Kok Kin and hung around pyramid intil 8 lol had a lot of fun having most of everything like it was back in 1st sem but Howe weren't there D= but oh well, better than nothing XD We hung out, spammed at the arcade like usual and finally tried some of Wai Kwan's cookies. They wee not bad but damn nice! i like the crunchy part too XD they were a lil burnt but that one of the main reasons why i like them XD burnt but has that kinda better taste to it =D dunno how to give a better description tho lol =p it just has that unique yum yum in there XD lol i'm looking forward to more cookies Wai Kwan..i know you're reading this *insert evil grin here* =D

Oh speaking of which, some idiot pressed the fire alarm in pyramid the very same day so here are some shots of what happened after the fire alarm thing. nothing special tho =p

smile for the screw up =p and KK really screwed up his smile too! XD

oh and here are some pics I forgot to lead up during my trip to s'pore. nothing much but still worthwhile =D

Very sarcastic. Should do put one at home ==

2009-04-28T08:51:00.000-07:00

lol i was just going around facebook when i just accepted this invitation from Amelia and found this perticular question rather intriguing.

If you only had one match and you entered a COLD and DARK room, there was an oil lamp and a candle. What would you light up first?

1. candle

2. match

3. oil lamp

divide 30 by half and add 10. what is the answer?

1. 25

2. 12

3. 10

Interesting no?

2009-04-23T00:52:00.000-07:00

Damn i've been looking back at the old file too much again lol =p

2009-04-22T20:22:00.000-07:00

oh yea i really forgot to post up some pics about the short Genting trip lol.

and on another unrelated subject, Somebody says that no one will know that she comfessted that she spammed my cbox =D so here's the proof of her comfession XD oh i played with a few brushes on the way as well lol

2009-04-18T20:47:00.000-07:00

Just started work again, so i'm just gonna write another post =p. Just did another community service. I'm helping out C.L.A.P.A.M. (Cleft Lip And Palete Association of Malaysia) at the moment. It's all about helping children with deformities at the lip area at birth and overcoming all the problems they'll be up against like speech problems and self esteem issues.

So anyways, we had the AGM at Pantai Hospital again like the last year. I'd have to say they had more than Starbucks this time lol. they had 1901, Baskin Robins and one more stall I didn't remember. Well I did the usual things like helping out with setting up the tables, chairs, prepapring the rest of all the rest and what not. This year, it wasn't just Salman, Nuraini and Andrea this time; we had the photography help from Hakim, the support of the kids area from Shien Long (correct my spelling pls) and another girl I didn't get her name =/. oh well, anyways it was really fun helping out with the AGM and all. P.S, I do like helping out in communities like these =D.

Anyways, later when things got settled down, I accompanied Nuraini to get some single Ice-cream for her cousin, herself and me from Baskin Robins =D yum. lol later on I tempted Hakin to get ice-cream as well but he had flu...I have flu too =D but who cares? lol! Andrea had personal probs and Sid and the rest was too busy for ice-cream so it ended up the three of us having ice-cream for now =p. After everything ended, Andrea bought a doucle scoop! crap i wanted that! oh well, i'll get them in pyramid =x.

Later we all headed back to Salman's place for a go at the Wii with the few new games they recently got. We played Super Mario Galaxy...damn~ never play the game after you eat... the camera angle really makes you dizzy with all the twist turns here and there =/ so then we chandged to super mario brother's supersmash brawl =D my Lucario!! for me, Lucario's the coolest character in there =D yes it is lol =D Wolf isn't all that bad also. well not bad for a day at the hospital XD

2009-04-14T21:57:00.001-07:00

well here's my new layout for now lol. been downloading brushes frm DA and I have to say the brushes there are damn nice! Credits to the people there ( i can't rememeber sorry ==)

2009-04-14T09:06:00.000-07:00

Well i'm back frm S'pore now lol. Really nice trip but i guess i'll blog about it when i'm more free and not sleepy =p lol

2009-04-08T06:37:00.000-07:00

Aii...really quiet today at work. oh yea forgot to mention in the post. I'm working as a part time in Giant, Puchong, promoting Fibre Optics, which is by far the fastest way to connect it to the net =D. There's no rip off in the offers they have unlike the others like streamyx...especially streamyx ==" But the thing is that the coverage is still expanding as it's kinda new. But the offer's really worth it =D.

Oh and not to mention, i'll be in S'pore until Monday so yea...i'll be missing the coming Pc fair T T crap...well if anything, i'll send my lil minion (sister) to get me some stuff on my list =p lol~ And speaking of which, I've never really been to S'pore as long as I could remember =/ so this will definitely be something worth remembering, i hope?

2009-04-05T22:48:00.000-07:00

Yes i'm asking yet another comment for my random artwork lol... so do leave a comment at the cbox =D. Apparently I've been downloading a hell lot of brushes frm DA...well you can tell frm the work lol. I even managed to add one arcane circle with a tranmutation circle in there =D lol

2009-04-04T03:36:00.000-07:00

I'm working and i'm downloading stuff lol. hope all plans go smoothly or even better

2009-03-24T06:52:00.000-07:00

another bunh lol

2009-03-23T10:22:00.000-07:00

What do you think? I've been wanting to change the blog layout for quite sometime already. The whole theme looks kinda..old style? except for that logo of mine lol =D

old

New

New
(For some reason, I just can't upload the previous Design so I hope u remember lol)

Friend's night

2009-03-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

=Do take note i might be updating this post another time=

yesterday, which was a friday, Howe invited me to is church for an occasion which was friend's night. Well at first, I didn't want to go knowing what kind of answers I would get; but i asked anyways and got thegreen light to go. So the day itself, before my prayers, met up with Kok Kin and Licia and had a small lunch together with them at J.Co Doughnuts. the doughuts there are way better compared to Dunkin's lol~ =D. After my prayers, I met up with Henry and Azuan at Ccozi and friend's the Korean restaurant in Asian avenue, Sunway Pyramid. Put the rest simple, I finally bought my slippers, bumped into a few sedayans I should have ran away frm == and bumped into the few sedayans I'd rather hang with =p. lol~

well was waiting for Howe since he's all the way in cheras now so I just hung out with them then. When Howe came, we played House of the dead 4 which we ended up better than last time, then sucked worse after that == aii~ crap lol. Well after that , we headed for the cafe for a small meal before the Friend's night.

Got to meet new people on the way there too. One was Tracey (i forgot her chinese name == opps) and...crap i forgot again ==. I will remember the next time we meet!! sorry! anyways, after that, we had short dinner then we got to the church for the Friend's night.

Just before the Friend's night started, I got to meet with Su Lip (correct the spelling if i'm wrong --") Well the friend's night thing was the best night i've ever had so far and i'm not exageratting =D. First thing we did was that we had to throw at least 30 shoes or slippers, walk around the bunch of it then rush hunt for your own shoe or slipper of u threw them in. lol I had to throw my newly bought slippers in there too. Well at first I was kinda hoping for my slippers not to get lost but then Howe reminded me that this isn't a mosque XD lol! When we all rushed, I found his shoe first...it IS hard to miss a shiny shoe when it's above your slippers =p

Moving onwards, they had to pick a few people from the crowd for what's soming nexy which was the 30 seconds of fame. out of a number of 10 people i think?, I was picked! =p lol but ended 3rd in the end out of the 5 picked. After the 30 sec of fame, the next performance was Shawn, a kid around...16 years old? well around there beatboxing and he's the best beatboxer I've seen so far.

Then they had a small talk about friendship. A very nice talk about how friends should support each other. A really enlightening talk. Honestly, throughout the whole night, that talk about friendship was the one that really caught my attention. The speaker was saying that friendship could just be found anywhere, whether it is religion or race that draws the line between the differences from just about anyone. A real friend is someone that will be by your side for the rest of your life and they will always encourage you to become the best of who you really are, support you, and give you a helping hand in your time of need. Well for those that didn't attend, you should have really been there to listen to the speaker, it really is a good speech to listen to. lol~

I may sound a lil odd but the talk really made me cherish and treasure whatever close friendship I have now. so you know who you are. thanks a million.

Had another small talk about this topic too about 3 years ago, when I was in form four. A guy called Zydar, was talking about it during lunch hour with me, Jimmy, Geoffrey and Micheal and Owen. He was saying quite a lot of things about friendship and how things will be in just a short time to come. At first, I thought that all he said was just empty words that won't come true but those empty words really was just a warning I didn't bother to give a damn...

2009-03-17T06:05:00.000-07:00

took a lot of effort to make this so wat do u think?

2009-03-15T19:59:00.001-07:00

Well now since i'm on hols and all the major plans area still far ahead (not sure if i can even go for half of them --) and so i've been hanging around online and wat not~ it really is dangerous rearranging stuff inside your hard drive. one thing, it screws up your music player if you use the playlist. lol~ i'm sure u know what i mean. but the main thing is when u look back at all those old files and and old shots and u compare to the recent ones...I do see a vast difference in terms of the people in the photos and how I look in them

First, to those that do not know, i have a stupid habit of always looking back and seldom be looking forward, so i tend to miss out on important things most of the time which is why i always seem to drift off and think a lot of what happened a few years back and also worry of what's to happen in the future like who am i still gonna see and who will be disappearing again like we've never met before. I know there's still other ways to converse and keep connected but somehow, somewhere, you do know that things aren't like how they were before which really is a painful.

There was a time when I actually thought that no one besides my family and a close friend would care if i were to disappear or just be erased be left 6 feet under. There was a few that actually objected to that and said things like they would have cared but didn't take their words seriously...am still doubting it tho lol -- (just look at how we are now. you wouldn't even know if i somehow died) and besides, looking back then...yes i was a total screw up but it did save me from being the person i would despise...someone blindly following the trend.

Like the most of you know, college have really saved me from the lonely atmosphere. I've met a lot of people, got to know many knew things and it did changed me somehow. Of course, as you get to know more people, u tend to get closer to a certain group of people and spend more time with the group; in which mine is called Essenism lol =D; and then when you get closer to the group, u tend to have the feeling of wanting to just spend more time with the group, in which i can't...aii == thx to some alternate reasons. yes u know, if I'm staying back to just spend time hanging out, it would just be better if i just come back home and spend time alone in my room...to someone else's logic.

lol some random thing now. I know i wouldn't be typing out the first thing that comes in my mind for some questions if i did it on facebook, so i'll just do it here lol

Don’t think about an answer just put the first thing that pops into your head down.

1. My ex is still: i have none...lol =D

2. I am listening to: Hosana?

3. Maybe I should: go out and hang out more often.

4. I love: left for dead 8D

5. I don’t understand: why i'm so restricted...wait i do

6. I lost: my faith in them

7. People say: a lot of things...frm truths to lies to otright lies == okay wierd

8. The meaning of my screen name is: what i'm really feeling now lol~ so true

9. Love is: a damn scary thing

10. Somewhere, someone is: writing their own story book

11. I will always like: the night life better than the day =D

12. Forever seems: a VERY long time. then again nothing lasts forever anyways

13. I will never ever want to: have a one night stand...o.o""

14. My cellphone is: screwed up and can't wait to get Sid's one =D

15. When I wake up in the morning: i sleep again until my mom calls me or if i can't sleep again =x

16. I get annoyed when: some gay guy starts bugging me like hell or when i just hear their voice

17. Parties are: something i'll never get to experience anytime soon

2009-03-07T07:38:00.000-08:00

It has kicked up another notch =/ aii~
when will that time ever come when i finally find out whatever that thing is?
Really is a bother when you have something but don't know what it is, don't you think? Even better that nobody shares the same experience as well. lol

p.s this isn't the fancy post thingy lol~

2009-03-02T04:13:00.000-08:00

what do you think?
oh side note. the logo you see behind my name there is self created XD lol

2009-02-26T15:14:00.000-08:00

FINALLY. i can rest and take a good rest now ==. last few weeks has all been wrecked up and trying to fit in the new class hasn't been all that easy as well...aii. Well still about drama, for the final drama, most things went better than usual. First off, I actually told a few people to come attend my drama for the attendence marks...wasn't expecting many to come from my side but it turned out more came thn expected =D cool! Just informed Howe, Wai Kwan and Miki only. After that, Howe came, then Miki as well dragging Shafiq, Kok Jing and another classmate I can't remember his name (sorry ==). Wai Kwan couldn't make it though so it was okay since 3 replaced 1 anyways =D lol.

About the whole drama. the drama started at 11...and we all had to be at the drama studio at 8.45am...damn early and i didn't finish my digital design even --" aii. So obviously, I was the last to arrive in my group and had a last practice before the actual one. So everything in the practice went perfect. When the actual one came, some moron screwed up the begining acting more gay than usual (lol you should know who I'm talking about) and dragging his part of the script longer than it should have been. But it all went okay in the end. After we got over wih drama, I prepared my slide show for the digital design IN ming tien..yes blame Miki for that =p lol she made me finish my work in a place I could have taken some bites before presenting T T. So as you already know, I was dead hungry and kinda screwed up my presentation but it wasn't so noticable which kinda saved me =D.

So here's my digital design; 2nd project. I had to create an interactive website based on any legend chosen by the lecturer. As you can see, mine's based on Jack -o- lantern lol. But I didn't use the actual name though. I changed it to Pyro Jack...which to you Persona 3 fans, you guessed it =p I must have gotten the name from there lol~ actually got the name from my current nickname =D PyroFr!k = Pyro Jack...get it? oh forgot to mention. intead of making it a typical normal website, I chose to make it more like a paper puppet show so yea, the whole theme is paper-ish. Note: this was all done purely photoshop =D kinda satified with the work XD

Before

after the hell lot of improvements

Mini game...kinda gives u the mario feel don you think?

2009-02-14T07:54:00.000-08:00

damn my posts are just getting boring as it goes on. Just hope I have something worth reading to post during the break =/ Genting trip!! We planned this during the 1st sem break! which sums up to...5 months plus? damn ==. Well it better be a dream come true this sem break -- having more than 3 weeks free from college and assignments are like the gifts from god...I'm not exagerating, seriously. speaking of which, had my passport updated this year already, so I can finally have my dream of going to S'pore come true T T but likewise, unexpected plans and having the approval will be hard~

Anyways these past few days has been quite interesting for a day to remember too as well. For as long as i can remember, Friday the 13th was never a day before valentines day lol =D.

About Friday the 13th...lol even tho it's just some superstition, I was pretty much getting a lot of bad events tho lol~ Had a group meting at 11.30 when the meeting's supposed to end at 12 == miscommunications, rushed for lunch when I promised to meet up with Henry for lunch == Met some old idiot from Sedaya around the arcade (my usual hanging spot too! damn!). Besides that, It was just any normal day - -" met Nicholas and James as well. lol apparently Nick's at Taylor's...forgot to ask what course he was studying..whoops and for James...lol! he's suffering just the same as me =D...which really makes me miss my foundation class more now == things then was so much more fun and could get along with everyone...(am aware or the grammar error lol)

The classmates in the current class now are mostly chinese educated people and I don't understand a speck of dust about any of the chinese language so there's a huge communication prob atm. Not just that, some fella in class is just giving off really disturbing vibes to me now --" and I shall blame Howe for this! lol kidding~...pretty much all the disturbing stuff started happening to me after meeting him, =D big change..HUGE change =D

Oh yea, last but not least, during Valentines, I had a date...surprised eh? lol met up during the first few weeks of college and eversince then, we both always hang out and stayed up all night together. except for the holidays tho, cause typical stuff, no college so i can't meet up =D. At first I didn't really like the whole characteristic and some stuff, but during the second semester, it all go better, more...interesting so I should say~ well when the 3rd semester started...aii back to the typical frustrating stuff again. I did manage to learn a something new as we spend time together and all but I kinda miss how it was during the 2nd semester. lol During the valentines, was late for the meeting tho == so things were all really rushy in the end...oh yea, by the way, I usually call by the first name tho lol. I call her assignments 8D. seriously, pretty much everyone in TOA spends hours just on dates to an extend that we don't even sleep XD. lol pissed off? hope i really got u XD do leave your humble comments at the cbox XD really wanna know your response XD thanks!

2009-02-08T06:04:00.000-08:00

Random post? i guess it is. There are many messages in here that are meant for specific people. pretty much direct actually. You know who you are.

good things break apart, so better things shape together. By then, the dark clouds will disappear and the sun shall return.

lol just so you know, I'm no longer the same person you met in high school...lol

Blind yourself from the differences. Only then, you will see things clearly

2009-02-08T04:23:00.001-08:00

lol so here are the pics from Melacca. lol nice eh? thing is during the day time, the building looks just ugly...well old to be more precise but it kinda give u the nice feeling tho, but at night, the place turns into a beauty like this

eh, this one's a bonus. I took a pic of this when Amelia was waiting for her mom =D. damn nice! It was an audi car with the nfs carbon Vinyls there.

2009-01-29T03:12:00.000-08:00

aii seeing more people posting about their holidays during Cny already. too fast == lol i'll be posting the photos another time round cause the cam's not with me atm and I'm too lazy to get it from my phone now too =p

I'd have to say that this year's CNY's feels kinda shorter than last year even tho last year was already short due to some hot head's anger ==. lol moving on, this year we actually came back on the day of CNY itself when we would normally head back a day earlier and have the family reunion dinner earlier than the others. Anyways the first thing we came back, I was already attacked by my nephews already lol~ had a lil fun fun with them since last i saw them was somewhere last year...can't remember =D anywho, later on, we moved on to bringing all our stuff tomy mom's friennd's hotel and slept awhile. On the way, we just had a 2nd lunch and kinda drove in a hole while parking for a few seconds, which pretty much spoiled the whole day already since there were already bad mood flying around throught the whole trip =c.

We all actually wraped up the whole CNY plan all in one day cause the rest planned to head back earlier for some other plans~ We for one had to stay back to the 3rd day and it can be really boring when you have no internet, no games to play with.

On the second day, we had a late lunch and that's when everyone left after that, my sis got a few movies from our cousin, Ronnie and just watched a few movies after that, later that night we had dinner outside and headed for a small un fair at night. It was a really nice set up but kinda small one tho. i'll post the photos some other time when i get them.

On the 3rd day, we all headed to Dataran Pahlawan which was the megamall of Melacca which was real nice! the place is really high class which pretty much the prices of the stuff are all high class as well T T but id u look aound a bit, u'll get things cheaper than usual XD which was why i got my wristband and long sleeve shirt for a hefty price =D For now, I have 9 if i include the rubber wristband as well. A lil too much? Kinda agree =D since 3 was given to me and the rest was bought lol~

next post: pics =D

oh yea last thing, just did this out of boredome~ comment pls!! just leave ur comment on the cbox there

2009-01-25T04:09:00.000-08:00

okay first thing: ignore the last post...i had no idea what the hell was wrong with me while typing that ==

and for number two: Elken =D

There will be a huge function going on at Bukit Jalil on the June 6th 2009. The function is all about Elken (somewhat my family business atm) and their products and what not. okay before i go futher, Elken is somewhat similar to Amway (you do know that right?) but way better. I've seen the results of taking Elken products and I have to say it's more worth it if you were to come. They'll be demos on the Elken products and there'll be 2 guess music artist there, Lim Fung (Hong Kong celeb) and Faizal...something something =x opps. It'll be worth it coming to the function. lol don't believe? take a look at the ticket price below.

Ticket price: RM45 with a free bottle of Spirulina worth RM40 (technically speaking, you're just paying RM 5 for the whole thing)
Date: 6th June 2009
Time: 4pm-11pm
Venue: Stadium Putra, Bukit Jalil

p.s This is one of Elken's biggest funtion of the year so if u miss...well you know the rest =x

I'll be editing this post for more information so watch out =D

2009-01-19T15:32:00.000-08:00

I'ma actually typing out this post at 7.30am in the morning..lol anyways Nothing intersting happened these few days. Juat that I had this new ring from Melacca, Jonker's walk just to think about something else other than the stay over I couldn't go cause someone conveniently planned this trip to send my grandma back to Melacca...

The thing I still don't get is that I just don't get the damn reason why I can't stay over at anyone's place nor can I bring anyone to myu place to stay over now (recently added). They were saying stuff about how I'm gonna be praying and handling my meals since I'll be staying over at a non-muslim place. I've already asked all my friends if I could pray at their place and the parent's didn't mind cooking halal food when and if I was to come and stay over and I didn't have to ask at all, they already knew what I was gonna ask anyway...god knows when that bloody time will be~ and besides, she kept on going about saying things like she doesn't like the idea of staying over at someone else's place cause of some excuse like it'll be troubling the parent's and what not. I could stay over at Salman's place cause of what?? His place is just walking distance and she 'knows' them better tham my college friends.

All the time, they say "I don't know yet", "see first", "i'll decide tomorrow" which always turn up to a no or recently, some convenient plan comes up so that they would have a reason so give a NO. Damn it, I'm missing all the fun and what more do I have to give up? I mean what's so wrong about staying over if the parent's don't mind that I pray there? I know the last experience was a bad one. It's not like I'm gonna d othe same thing again and again right? Besides the last time I stayed over, it was my fault that I woke up late and I'm not gonna ask them to make a big round just to send me back if they needed to go somewhere else. And i know when I'm being used, hell, was practically 'used' by a hell lot of people in high school and u seemed bloody fine by that. why now be so up tight by that? at least the ones "using" me this time have a damn good reason why.

Like Hell i'm gonna go back to how I was in high school...they were fine when I was like that...

stupid war

2009-01-11T10:15:00.000-08:00

As a muslim, I would logically...no, by common sense, support The Hamas and support the destruction of Isreal... I have my reasons on being against the Hamas myself...to the muslims, I beg you all to think logically. please.

Stop the damn war
try reading the post on the Isreal and Hamas...even though i know what is really happening, reading this will definitely have plenty of benefits.

Last but not least, I really want to see people from different religions and races come together as one. I mean though we're from a different background and race or whatever damn excuse, we're all humans to begin with. We all have brains...use them. THINK. A flag is just an image, nothing more. what's a rectangular cloth got to do with having a damn excuse to being different from each other? hell I'm a mix, malay and chinese, and I've seen the good and bad of both sides of the worlds they live in, but it all runs back to the bloody fact that we're all human beings. Skin colour is just a damn colour.

2009-01-08T17:47:00.000-08:00

Well so college has started again. =/ The normal gang's all seperated already and the only one from my class that I know of is onlu Kok Kin == so sad~ only one fella here to accompany me. Well apparently, appaently the people from the other classes already has thier own clicks and it's kinda difficult to mingle in the crowd == lol Well see how things goes for now.

The classes I find it interesting now is Culture and Society class and Digital design. lol~ for Culture and society class, we have to discuss about deep topics about Malaysia like a few things about Malaysia that not many people know of. nice =D besides I kinda prefer this type of topics besides the typical boring topics we learn about this country in high school. And whats more, the lecturer's Mark Teh. Heard a lot about him =D and he was my sis's lecturer as well so I kinda know what to expect from him already.

Digital Design class, you have to create icons and a wallpaper for phones which is really a fun topic to play about with your designs~ we had to do a mind map for the lecturer to pick out a keyword from our mind map so we can design the icons and wallpaper based on the keyword itself. Out of all the least expected keyword the tutor (sorry I forgot your name =/) picked out for me was theif...== wat can i design out of thieves!! lol later i found out that a few others also had odd keywords as well like for Eric, a classmate of mine had to design icons out of snowflakes. not bad actually =D better than mine =x.

aii just hope I can find some similar clicks again =/

2009-01-06T13:57:00.000-08:00

So the time has come when we have to choose our own paths,

when we walk our own seperate ways,

when we have to seperate,

For the first time in 5 years, I'm starting to hope we all can still be the

group we were just a few months ago

2009-01-04T05:09:00.000-08:00

let the HELL begin

2009-01-03T01:18:00.000-08:00

well the new years was quite enjoyable~ this time round, we had to make our own special dish for the new year dinner. Dad cooked daging rusa, mom made mee hoon, sis made potato salad and I made my usual scambled egg --" nothing special compared to the others sigh~ enjoy the view XD

the next day we went over to my cousin's kindergarden to have a look at how the process was. The view was really great! I mean, from where we were, we were all the way in puchong and I could see the Shah alam mosque frm there! cam whore-ed there as well XD the view was just great~

Ucan see pyramid in here but only the Jusco bill board -- lol~ pyramis's too short compared to summit but better~

just take a close look, u can see summit in here XD

and i messed around with photoshop yet again XD
lol~

2008-12-31T18:23:00.000-08:00

ok fine, i'm 10 hours and 23 minutes late but

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2008-12-27T00:27:00.000-08:00

another update on the fire dance pics. not as clear as the last one tho~

I LOVE this pic XD

photoshop-ed. what do you think?

the one hand butterfly...gotta think of a better lansi pose XD

my sis and me XD

Tho it's blur, this is a nice pic here XD

2008-12-22T09:16:00.000-08:00

well as promised the pics from PD~ enough was said from the previous post...that was an out right lie XD well i'm too lazy to arrange the pics~ so here u go~

for the trip, we all stayed over at Avillion hotel. and the hotel rooms are IMPRESSIVE!

just one slight problem..the toilet is open air. it really felt uncomfortable as I normally bath in a closed up area n what's worse was that they even had a window that's opened from the room. Beside's that, the toilet's still spendid XD

more view of the bathing area XD

and the room's really nice. Beside's the room i stayed in was just beside the pool which is open 24 hours, not all hotels have that. not bad =D

on the last day, i visited the army museum. it wasreally nice actually XD

I was kinda surprised that they never had any restrictions on the vehicles as you would normally see some sort of barriers so you can't vandalise them so it turned out better than i had expected =D

lol i look kinda wierd XD lol nice shot of the plane tho XD

yes i climbed up the tank XD

like this shot too XD the bike was kinda nice

MOVE! MOVE! MOVE!

nice eh?

...don't ask, i don't even know why i posed this way XD lol!

2008-12-21T08:15:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Port Dickson...
So apparently the romours of the horrified beaches were true~ better yet i just gotta add some more info about the beaches which is:
THE DAMN SAND IS BLOODY SLIMY!!

and if u just dig out the sand, u might just be in luck and find a worm joining in the swim as well ==" damn it was disgusting.

But I did enjoy the stay at Avilion hotel. It didn't look that great from the entrance of the hotel (comparing to Awana Kijal's entrance) but the place is really imoressive i can tell you that...ignoring the slimy sand of course. I'll continue this on another blog post cause in the process of typing this post, i typo-ed a hell lot (since i was dubbed typo king from Amelia XD), triped on my bag, and thought my kampai bottle was still full all due to extreme exhaustion...so night night~

2008-12-19T08:33:00.000-08:00

well finally i'm gonna go somewhere this sem break...port dickson == lol~ better than nothing tho cause i can really relax there at least (trying my best to forget the seaside dump site...==). probably gonna fire dance at the beach as well since Bab will be bringing the fire dancing stuffs~ XD can show off my skills >D lol~ woot! and besides can hang with the climbers again XD haha officially this time lol~ and then i've been having this bad feeling the whole day too...didn't realise till i was gonna pack the bag for the port dickson trip. bleh, hope nothing goes wrong tho...lol had a rather uncomfotable dream as well..sigh some luck >c

well been kinda tiring week too~ had to wake up early these past few days too to help dad with his pond and i can say i like the new pond XD can sit there and have the guppies biting your hand when u put your hand in the water XD like a fish spa at home 8D haha! well i'm still waiting to gather all the pics frm the pyramid buffet so i can blog about it == lol gotta contact WK, since i know she's definitely reading this post right now XD haha~ kidding~ why not meet up at pyramid with ur new thumbdrive from pc fair? =p can get the pics since msn is so slow ==

Well to another one reading this post too, when u gonna go to melacca for the getaway? better have it soon, while you're still on the hols~ not to push it but we both know u need it =p...no idea why i;m not telling u dirextly tho LOL!

well i know it's a lil early, but Merry christmas and happy new year!! any plans for christmas?? i'm reserved on the new years already XD will be enjoying moctail in the garden with the family and for the first time ever, I'm planning on using one of those really fancy (and i mean FANCY) glasses we've never used before~ haha >XD can finally enjoy a good taste of moctail~

Oh yea went to lagoon yesterday~ was kinda fun except the fact that a few people had to leave unexpectedly~ not blaming anyone, don worry but seriously, goin there with just 4 guys is just wierd~ it was Ivan, Howe, Ti Ming and me. Ivan had to make it sound wrong when he said that it was a BDO (boy's day out) and it already sounds wrong just the way it is. lol at least we had fun~ one thing was that i dunno how it happened but Ivan, Howe and I were kinda whacking each other with our shirts. Howe took mine so i only had the water to defend myself == lol~ funny thing was that out of all the attempted hits, i only got hit around 2-3 times XD HA! water beats shirts! XD

2008-12-14T08:04:00.000-08:00

Just came back from the pc fair today. it was damn nice! everytime i go there, something new in the market launches at the fair itself. Just like this wierd goo thingy that cleans any keypad~ XD just clean my phone pads btw. lol~ anyways it was nice and surprising to see Wai Kwan there as well XD haha~ should have went together with the group I went~ seriously~ Siddiq and Andreana are really good at bargains~ teaching me atm XD lol! could have went there in a big group as well too~

Oh yea, had a bite at Sakae Sushi after the pc shopping XD. Apparently, from what Andrea says, it's more worth it than Sushi King cause there's more varieties and the prices were much lower with better quality food. Trust her, she's a good food critic~

The green tea there were free flow too! better yet, you don't have to call the waiter/waitress for a refill, cause the refill is just beside the table itself. A place really recommended to go XD one day i really wanna go there with you guys one day XD

And there's the salmon~ really nicely done too. Salmon's my fav XD

My main course of the day~ Chicken something Don. not bad XD

oh and the usual sushi stuff which the name always escapes from me >< nvm~ really a place worth goin to~ XD

Fin

2008-12-13T00:13:00.000-08:00

Haih~ so the time has come when we all have to go our own way...well the last class we had didn't really look like we were actually gonna seperate or anything for some odd reason. The only thing that was different was that Miki and I took chairs frm the floor above which made a few people surprised XD and there were at least 3 classes in the finalexam we had. Other that those two, it was like we were gonna meet up again on our regular Monday class...like our semester was still on-going and we were still a class. Well anyways, here are just some random photo load-ups I just thought of having. lol~

the fight over the rm5! XD

lol~ still this is one the best pic I've taken with you guys so far~

Apparently, I was thinking of loading better, meaningful pics but i'll be betting Mr.J won't be pleased and he'll definitly be creating a problem after reading the blog post...so i leave it tp you guys for the memories, aight?

Of course, there are a few candid shots I took that none of you guys realised XD. lol~ well here you go, now you know, and don't kill me aight? XD LOL!

Haha~ dunno why but Howe looks more like he's a lil kid playing game XD

A candid shot of the group during the camwhore session in block H. XD nice pose WK. LOL!

nice pic here~ 2 left rings there are mine XD, the one on the middle finger is howe's and the last 2 ones on the right is Miki's

The group photo of Essesnism in the carpark heheh~ XD

Another group photoin Block H. I like these kinda photos, where everyone scatters in the background, yet they know the photo is being taken XD

Another group photo..nothing to say here..wait! I think it was taken before we locked Howe out of the class! XD

The wonder~ wonder what I was wondering, cause i really look retarded. None the less, I'm retarded Ruz XD

And finally the X-box. What? it's green, yellow, and has interesting designs on it XD lol~

Welll like I said to some of you, even if we were to seperate intodifferent majoring courses, we'll still be around the same building, same place for a hangout and we're all just a phone ring or message away. Well if we do see each other around college, I'm sure we'll have a group meeting there like always right? And if i were to see an of you 1st, don't be surprised, if you see a shoe or slipper flying towards you~ lol given my warning. and Besides I had a small chat with Gavin. He was talking about how we all can still meet up in the future that's to come and guess what? he was kinda reading my thoughts when he was saying that we all can form a form a buisness together and strive to be the BEST! (last one was an added one XD lol!) well actually rushing on the blog post here XD haha~ i'll update soon! see ya! And last but not least, I don't think my other flame of hope will just extinguish that easily right? it'll be really hard to extinguish my flames of hope >D lol~ i'll challenge anyone! XD HAH!

2008-12-07T09:51:00.000-08:00

Oh do take note that all these pix here are actually using four glow sticks XD. how? just imagine nunchucks glowing XD not bad actually~ but i can only do a few moves~ will be experimenting more into it eventually XD

nice eh?

double atom XD

Credits to bab for takin the pics here~ like the last one the best XD

2008-12-07T01:51:00.000-08:00

Finally back from JB. But it was a lil too short for a trip >< way =" =" style="font-style: italic;">

Baju Kurung:
there's no buttons at all. at most is just the chest button n that's all!!
normally it also comes with a tudung (scarf)
they cover at least 3/4 of the body

Baju Kebaya:
The upper body of the Kebaya is actually is like a button shirt. it'll look better if u get a brooch
the upper body just covers half of the overall attire.
they look way better than a Baju Kurung...seriously

so, what does this look like to u? a Kebaya? HELL NO!

they were calling it a Kebaya the whole presentation!! jeez man! the freakin model was a malay! i'm just half malay, Half a BA, and my mom's from melacca and i still know more than that *beep* group! I know more than 7 heads put together!!

lol my classmate, Wai Yern, dressing up as a goth for the project XD thing was that, she walked round pyramid like that! i respect her for that XD lol! should have been there tho T T but joined in the 2nd walk around after that XD

And group's costume XD. funny no? i kinda enjoyed the process of the costume making 8D. look carefully, it's upside-down XD

So during that week itself, I was supposed to watch Quarantine and have a lil fun at lagoon as we only have a year of free acess there only but all the plans were all foiled up in the end = =. well then, Howe and i were walking around pyramid on thursday and thought of finishing Time Crisis 4 since we both finished time crisis 3 a few days back. XD but ended up watching a small play done by some kids in Pyramid for the christmas celebrations. Well i though it wouldn't be as entertaining as what they would all try their best and all but it tuened out that i even stayed to watch till the ending =D not bad for a performance done by small kids.

ouch~ just look at their feet!

oh btw, here's all 46 rm1 notes I got from exchanging that day itself. LOL XD

Oh yea. I want to watch quarantine. who's up for it?

problems

2008-12-05T07:58:00.000-08:00

lol I've got good and bad news as I type out this post.

Good thing is that I've finally finished Time Crisis 3! been playing for quite a while already; just lacking the skills to finish it off. Now we're moving on to Time Crisis 4...2 tokens so i'll seldom be playing the game. Maybe =p And sems gonna end soon, so all the plans might start off soon.

Ame~ I still plan on meeting up with you at pyramid. Do get something like an accesory though, you'll have to wear it all the time. I'll try making it permanent on whatever i'll be putting in. We'll meet up from time to time too =D shoot people again.

and what's more is that my speaker's kinda spoilt thanks to Miki == if it's really busted, you're gonna get me another speaker cause its not mine!!

Oh yea, had a small conversation with a fellow junior in school online. He was talking about some mall in Bukit Tinggi and saying that stuff goes on there. so kinda curious to see the place =D lol

anyways more to blog about when I get back from JB.

2008-11-29T08:30:00.000-08:00

ha~ college has been taking toll on me with assignments lately~ = =
Just a few more weeks till 2nd sems over then it's holiday for me!...then that's when we all seperate as well T T *sigh* well anyways i really dunno the plans during the holidays as yet but i'll be posting up soon. But so far~ the plans are:-
-Fire dance performance Dec 13th. probably nightime. (Only can invite a few...unless you have your own transport to UM university and back home as well. Not sure if entrance is free as well or not. will exquire more about this.
-a random fire dance at bab's place for a few people. (anyone's invited =D)
-Miki's b'day party
-Late supper again >D
-spamming the free entrance to lagoon
-more to come i bet.

so anyways, I've been playing around with photoshop and even if i'm no pro in it, I love using photo shop XD way better than Illus in time consuming to produce good quality work n the process. As proof, here's some work i've done.

this is the assignment where we have to design our name, nickname or initials to be more general. So here was what i came up. XD nice?? lol i MIGHT be designing my other nicknames as well since I've got the feel to play around with graphics. But the top initial...plan to design a better one =p

oh and here's the assignment we have to design a theme out of red, green and blue. My sis did money is the root of all evil...have to agree with her =p. and mine is elements...simple = =. too simple actually. but except the calligraphy lines, i rally like how it turned out.

the phantom of The One Academy! XD oh with my Bankai mask. lol

Taken while I was half awake...cool =D "oh sleepy~...cam-whore!" I this kind of poses.

photoshoped XD

lol Hua Yuan doing a bad imitation of a terrorist XD thing is the scraf looks like a Middle Eastern one and a cross?? lol a great mix of religions. A Buddhist holding a cross, dressing up as a muslim XD. correct me if i'm wrong here.

Howe loving the cross. Thing was that he don't know how to pose with the cross. so Evil (many should know who he is XD) told him to pose like this. not bad at all

and here's me sewing! OMG. Had to bring the machine to college for my group project and it was HEAVY. but managed to steal some black thread from Elain XD lol

oh yea. practices the firedance performance yesterday with glowsticks. btw glowsticks once broken, can only last 6 hours tops. 7 if you're lucky. but u know what? mine lasted for 20 hours straight without microwaving or freezing it! COOL!

bleh~

2008-11-21T06:10:00.000-08:00

a few happenings have gone by lately. achieved another step to understanding my 'energy' already...although i have to give it a better name for it...sounds cheesy. So name suggestions!! LOL! another highlight is that I'm reading a book now and for the very first timein my life, I'm not getting bored of it!! OMG! what's wrong with me! lol made a lil positive change to me about my perspective of my sorroundings. So to the lot of you that is reading this blog, I have a few words for you. Sorry and do forgive me of all my wrong doings! I was an immature brat then!

On to more stuffs~ Had unsual nightmares and dreams that just don't make sense...what's wierd is that normally they would make some sense to an extent that I can actually interpret them but lately...its just different from the dreams i always have =/.

Beside's that, I have also been blacking out lately...not due to the lact of sleep but something else. Not to sound wierd really~ I've been in worse conditions and longer and have never experienced anything like a blackout before. Thing was that I actually blacked out while chatting online! Was chatting with Howe and Kok Kin and what brought me back was when Howe replied, asking what I was typing...have no clue what I did...lol. Next day, blackedd out in class as well, had Wai Kwan to bring me back tho...Thanks XD but likewise, it isn't because of my lack of sleep~ XD and 3rd time was while I was in the bus to summit. Something's wrong with me...lol~ XD

Well then, another event happened...lol~ went out for a not-so-late supper with Howe to somewhat cheer him up...but doubt I was any help tho...sorry bout that = =". Well what else? Oh Wednesday~ was having lunch with Miki and Kok Kin at one of the vege restaurant beside Chola Spice. Thing was that we were talking about relationships and wha tnot, then I was telling my share of horrible parts of my love life, Miki just made a damn funny expression of the not-attractive-at-all girl that confessed to me in a lame way back in Sedaya(hell prison)...if I only had my camera then DX lol! ketawa sampai perut pun sakit sial! XD lol~

Well Thursday, here goes.

Miki definitely had the pleasure of destroying my work!! She added arms to my Rocket Punch woman!

And then today~

Miki DID say she wanted to have the mask look like a Hollow mask so here it is. A hollow posing for the camera XD

The other Hollow having fun with the mask XD kinda like the pic tho~

pose 2.0

BANKAI! cha-ching!

OH even though u said nevermind, sorry Miki!

On the way back home, I actually saw a HUGE flock of crows flying in huge a circle around the SS15 area. Everyone of them. They were still more gathering and the time i was passing by, it was already 60-80 plus already there. That was when my scar started reacting again...and the heavy hearted feeling came in again = =...sounds too naive of me? can't blame me for what I have now can I?

blah!

2008-11-14T04:22:00.000-08:00

10 days since my last post and lotsa stuff been happening lately. haih~ where to start?

well for startes, Miki, Howe, Licia, Ivan n I rollerbladed over at Sungei Wang...uhh sorry Ame, couldn't invite u again...last minute plan again~ aii. It was a fun day afterall but looking at the price, if i'm no member at the rollerblading area, I'd rather ice skate since the student fee's sheaper there. So yea it was nice to rolerblade again since my own rollerblade's all the way at the end of the store room = =. Oh yea, after that, while walking on the way back to the bus stop, the twin towers weren't twins for a few moments XD lol~ I've got proof...LOOK BELOW!

There my solid proof

zzz~

family photo!

Oh yea, random poll. Do I look better with or without glasses?

look at the straw!! XD *clap* *clap* *clap*

hihihi~ smiley!

NO! GREEN TEA!! kill dat foodstuff vacuum! XD

haha~ this is the wolf Miki drew on me a few days ago. I kinda like it XD was way better than Howe's red clifford anyways XD

Oh plans for sem break, well I've been thinking of a few plans already since sem break will be for another 3 weeks soon = = then we'll be seperating
T T...anyways here are the non-solid plans

- Late supper~
- Langkawi trip or Melacca trip (really thinking) a day or 2
- work my ass off as a student helper at college = = (doubt it but i think anyone can come join me XD)
- abuse the free entrance to sunway lagoon
- probably sungei wang again or have lunch at the McD at Kl tower(Since it's the highest McD in stated in the world record XD)
- firedance summore~ (who wanna watch? stay overnight at my place if it's too troublesome to go back home..if my mom allow that is)
- probably rockclimb again after months of not climbing @ @

So who wanna come? just message me online or by phone.I'll see if whoever calls can come or not...lol~

BOOM! burst out!

2008-11-04T13:56:00.000-08:00

A blog's for crapping about on what you feel right? lol~ i've never been good in a whole lot of things...Well for starters, I've never really thought heving relationships with anyone, although I have had a few crushes here and there, and yes I do kinda have feelings for someone at the moment but likewise, timing isn't right and it won't be for a long time...well I do know that i like her but just the fear of relationships I've seen and heard just scares me. plus this "curse" also, might put her in harm's way and worrying about my family is already bad enough...not to say that it CAN harm anyone else besides me but there were some happenings which still weren't solid enough that I could actually do somthing about it if I really put in enough effort...weather in negative or positive stuff...and so I don't want to have an addition to the number. So there are still a number of things that I have to take control before I actually start a relationship...sounds lame but yes I'd rather be called lame then have something bad happen then considering the change that thing is happening in me already.

A part from that, my other problems I still haven't face yet is the fear of friendship. Well as you all know, I never had any good experience in Sedaya at all.

When I first started secondary school, I had a really bad start not knowing that most people in my badge were all popular-wannabes. So I ended up following my sister like I was her shadow. When she left school, I really had big problems dealing with the new people cause obviously, they just turned up being the followers of those 'popular' group. So I can say I was alone the whole way from form 3 to form 5~ During those 3 years, I thought I developed a very small number of friendships like one of this senior of mine. lol He really was good at backstabbing people and keeping a mask in front of everybody. Like I mentioned before in the previous posts, he did mentioned that I was one of his close friends...back then, I really believed it...thinking now, who in the right mind would call someone they RARELY talk to the previous year, and then the first 2 weeks of school of the year after that, a close friend...cause for me, calling someone a close friend, at least get to know them real well, then a least a few months or more if you have to, then you can consider someone a close friend. this? call me a close friend then ditch me for god-knows-what reason you have.

Thing was, when I came to college, I happen to meet someone that knew him as well...aih~ what luck = =. He was okay...then he stoped college and then arranging meetings that he inconveniently have to cancel at the very last minute, and then miss call me, and never reply to my messages at all = =..wasted a few credits there.

So from there I started to develop this kind of 'gap' for anyone who's a stranger and anyone whom i just met and not close with. It's not that I want to but it's like an automatic thing I have which i really want to get rid of it. Main reason is that I really do want to have great friends and meet new people. Hi bye or the ones that'll stay for a long time. And because of this problem, I nearly lost a good friendship if weren't for a few people that encouraged me to fix that problem and likewise, my motivation to change for the better...

Another fear that i have is the fact that we're all not gonna be walking on the same path the whole way. thing is, no matter what we do or how hard we try, we are gonna take our different roads. Then we'll be too busy to actually say hi to each other or we'll go to some other place which happens to be too far and without knowing or realising it...forget...and walk like we were never a part of each other's life. I hate that T T.

Yes, among all the fears I have, these two fears are the worse ones I have. Relationship and Friendship...looked so simple from my point of view...why is it so hard to comprehand then?

whoa all in 30 minutes...

2008-11-03T04:40:00.000-08:00

random photo upload XD.

kk pleaded guilty...DIE! DEMON! DIE!..wait, he's a normal human

waiting to be knighted...and waiting and waiting...more waiting

since he got bored of waiting, he decided to kill me =p just for the fun of it. if i had just brought my wooden sword ><

== fire was dying out so you'll have to enlarge to see yen's face.

flaming showdown!

best shot eversince i started firedancing!

Yen sure has steady hands~ these shots were the clearest I've had eversince I started Fire Dancing

2008-11-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

One week holiday...
One week,
One outing,
3 plans canceled,
What more do you want from me?

lol...how do you pull someone out of the car when you're not even there?

2008-10-31T10:01:00.000-07:00

everyone acted like nothing happened...

2008-10-30T02:45:00.000-07:00

Lol I was...am bored at home so I just did this for fun and guess what? i'm quite satisfied over this one XD lol

2008-10-28T09:36:00.000-07:00

LOL recently I've been tagged from other people's bog lately XD. So I'm gonna do this tag thing again. lol XD Just read my blog and you'll know. too lazy to go to your blogs and tagging u there. So the last person that tagged me was...oh Howe.

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
One guy among the many good friends I made in college...so far XD

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
Witty
Psychotic (his nickname is † P§¥KØ †™. what else do you expect? a decent normal guy? xp)
Very knowlegable in many things
Very open minded in many things. the kind of people I enjoy hanging around with
Goes brain dead when a pretty girl passes by *uhh~ uhhhh~ I don't know my name~*

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
Brought me out on late suppers to enjoy the nightlife XD

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
...MORON!

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
I'd rather die...okay well be single for life then be with him = =""

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...
find any excuse to blame any random passer-by

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on...
breaking up with guys...= = simple~

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...
He get drawn to a magnet more easily than me xp

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
Flatten or destroy that gravity-defying hair

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
psychotic...need I explain more?

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
Go ahead and ask them~ lol

12. The character of you for yourself is?
A damned fool who is more than he may seem on 1st impressions. (oh~ nice one XD)

13. What do you hate about yourself?
...I can't comfess to a girl I liked for years...and not being a social butterfly

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
Myself and no one else in the world

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something to them
Hey thanks for the love and I love you too! XD

Ten people to tag:
1. Amelia Su sorry can't tag you for now =/
2. Amelia Ho (poking hands of doom!
3. Wai Kwan
4. Howe
5. Leonard
6. Mark
7. Ryan
8. Zhi Ling
9. Ka Long
10. Kar Leong
= = gott find new blogs to tag

Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Single at the moment...I have no comment here XD

No.3 a male or a female?
Unless she's not hiding any dark truth about her gender, I'd say she's a girl XD

If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
very VERY bad thing...

How about no.5 and 8?
HO~ 5's taken already. 3'll be mad~ and gonna kill me when she reads my blog = =

What is no.1 studying about?
How to creatively advertise stuff I think~

Is no.4 single?
yea for the last...how many years again? and since he so generously mentioned my name in his blog, he better be in a better relationship by the end of this year! Cindy-AH~
there, I've don a bit of a favour to Miki and him >D

Say something about no.6.
Gets easily disturbed by 3 and 5's naughty time sounds

yes yet another blog post postedand another bunch of stuff told XD So i'm off to bed and before I officially post this up, here's a bunch of stuff that happened yesterday.

I'm betting even after death, he would still suffer in pain

>< Damn you,Howe! you're supposed to emo on your own hand, not my neck~!

carpark shot of the Essenism clan

Well the man in dark button shirt was Eston Tan. An ex-lecturer of TOA. He told us that he used to teach foundation students in TOA in 1995 if i'm not mistaken...then after he left, we found out the reason why they were taking shots with the portrait behind them. Eston Tan WAS the guy that painted the portrait! We were talking to the artist! lol XD TOA spreads everywhere...and at unexpected places >< lol~

So proud of our college...lol nah just a group photo of us in Starhill gallery. but I was kinda happy about the portrait painted by an ex-lecturer from TOA itself. XD

2008-10-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

Holiday mood destroyed

2008-10-24T09:40:00.000-07:00

Just realised. the way i smile in pics are somewhat different from before o.O

Anyways, since Amelia has some random facts about her...why not make mine? cause since she mentioned my name in there, might as well reply with my new post XD. Besides, I've always wanted to have friends know more about me XD. but can't put some details here. U'll be blur. Definitely XD. gotta explain to u haha~ so lets start...think I'll do it another time...

My holiday mood's destroyed over a few hours of talk...having suicidal thoughts @.@ but made a promise i won't be added on someone's list of dead friends

the difference

2008-10-22T15:41:00.000-07:00

I used to think that my gift was only for myself and myself only.

That I don't need to use it for someone else's benefit, nor should they know about it.

After this, I found out that because of that, I've put a lot of negativity on it, making it hurt myself when I thought it was supposed to benefit me. I didn't care because I thought I didn't really mean anything to anyone besides my family.

Later on, like the saying goes, "turn on a new leaf". I thought of changing for the better when I thought I finally had some similarities in life some people I've met in life but they always seem to prove me wrong in every way and not to say I'm right but they always judge me from where I come from or to be more specific, who they thought I was. A nobody who is never good for anything.

So when I finally woke up from my long nightmare. I thought I was going to walk into another one soon as i only had a few months to spare. So I kept to this ridiculous oath I made o myself when I was still in the nightmare. here's the oath:

Never to trust anyone anymore.
Even if they seem the trustful type, I will always keep a very big distance from them and fake it all up like what I've learned from those "great examples" back in those 5 years I've spent back then in that social prison. Why? It's because I have that life example who decieved me with those simple but strong words everyone would look for. You are my close friend I can relate to...those were the words I always wanted to hear from someone.

So when I walk in this new road, I find many people who were very different from the ones I've met so far. They like the total opposites of the ones I've met from before. So I befriended them and kept my distance from them. From time to time I would realise that I was opening too much to them, being vulnerable again, and when that time come when I would realise I would just keep my silence and lety them be as I thought they were just the sight I would long for and never get it.

Soon things happened, and I start to open my eyes and start to differentiate the drastic difference I see between the people I'm around with and the ones I walked past by everyday 5 years ago. They seem to really judge you for who you are, not what you are and from where you come from. They weren't arrogant. they weren't egoistic or materialistic or at least the "popular" wannabes bak in those days.

So then after that, I slowly break that insignificant oath I made a long time ago. So here I am now, truly enjoying my life everywhere I go, everytime we all meet up. But one bemefit I got from that nightmare was that I've learned that not everybody's the same wherever you go. And now I've learned that being who you really are really pays off in a long run cause from being who you really are, that'swhen you not lose your friends but learn who the real ones are.

So to the obvious ones that stood up for me and still accepted me, even a thank you can't describe how greatful I am to you.

oh And for the ones I've "lost", enjoy living in that miserable illusion you call "reality"...Thank god you left me behind..

wow that was long~ 8D *runs off to breakfast*

the house warming

2008-10-20T07:17:00.000-07:00

Fun Saturday night at Henry's place. KK, Licia, Howe, and I satyed overnight at Henry's place as he had a housewarming thing there. first off, we all had a small tour of the whole house. Man, the house is more like some 5 start hotel u would find anywhere in Malaysia. Even master bed room's toilet is bigger than my room! well at least the same size...= =" if it's just the toilet then imagine the whole house then...3 story house! Then comes the BBQ part...oh even for a big...huge eater like Howe, we had a limit to eating...the food was just too good T T...It was like a big feast for just the 5 of us. The food there beats the restaurants around college anytime XD. So then later on we thought of playing cards but endded up at the ps2 instead...ps2 was kinda spoiled so we rested for a few minutes, had a pillow fight (KK got hit in his ding dong!) and then we played "I have never".

Okay here's the rules. U say something like "I have never done or have had anything before in my life." So for instance, u say u have never kissed a guy who's not related to u before. Whoever that had kissed a guy in who's not related, has to drink. If no one in the group drinks, u have to drink instead. For me, it was 100 plus since i can't drink >XD. See, the point of the game is to actually get to know the group better in a sense, not just make anyone drink, it's a fun game to play with in a group...with the booze of course but i'll stick to non-alchoholic stuff since i can't drink...or~ unless someone makes non-alchoholic beer XD.

So then, game start! It started off okay, then KK had to drink almost every round XD. He had revenge by saying stuff like "my b'day's on Merdeka day" and "I know Lih Ting's full name"...get better stuff to say! XD So then likewise, Iwasn't all that great either. Had to say some stuff that had nothing of interest to anyone = =" lol~ So then We had fun, chatted a bit then slept.

Next morning...i mean afternoon, Howe was taking 2/3 of the bed while i only had the corner of the bed...i'll stick to two beds next time D<. Then had a not-so-nice convo then pillow fight agin!! so we had fun piling up on each other and KK just had to fall on me = =" hmph! XD lol~ So after the 2nd pillow fight, we chatted a lil and Howe just said stuff bout marrying and having kids with Ducky...poor *censored* must be emo-ing at one dark corner now >D.

Flatten the gravity-defying-hair!

Howe and his ducky~ quack quack!

Never a good sight for anyone XD

...no comment

the pile up...Henry looks wrong~

i'm giving u the finger!

Henry looks dead XD

last few pics before we all played "I have never"

the morning group shot before having lunch...lol XD

Exploration week's coming up~ be prepared~ >XD

FUN DAY!

2008-10-17T08:19:00.000-07:00

This week has been a fun week~ lol. Monday, After we had our B.M class, we had a lil tutorial on figures from the one and only, Yen...tada~. lol~ So, he was teaching us on how to put in the 3D-ness in figures using the shading method. Well I expected nothing less from him as he acually drawn the whole proportions of the figure in just a few minutes...lets say around 3? When just to get the DAMN proportions right, I would take at least 30 min to get it right...and by then he actually finished the basic shading with a lil detail on the figures in just 15 min...T T he's just that good. well here are the pics:

all done in just a few minutes...A FEW MINUTES!

LOL! the final outcome of the figure...hmm why cupid?

the cupid above my head~

Then onto the next day~ We were all high on something...somehow for no perticular reason. So then we had lunch at the fake and typically, boring Ming Tien, chatting, laughed my head off, and till my stomach hurt. LOL! then we headed to the library and somehow, the topic between Wai Kwan, Kok Jing, and me was all about Essence...We were laughing too hard on this one so here's what we came up with:

Essenism! a group that of insanity~

Leonard: The father of all Essence
Wai Kwan: The processor of Essence
Miki: The amplifier of essence and spreader of Essenism XD
Howe: The model of Essenism
me: The Promoter of Essenism
Kok Jing: Assistant promoter

styling the model in his half-asleep state XD

Then nothing major happened in the few days after that. Had a good chat with my firends at the bball court, Howe actually ate his Roti Canai with chop sticks lol~. So forward to today~! Had a trip to Sungei Wang today. Fun trip~ finally got what we all wanted! So long! and now I crave for something else....nevermind, i shall wait for a better design...or make one myself if i have the materials and effort n time XD. lol~. One day...we'll go there again...exploration week? Here are the pics of today's trip in Sungei Wang

who wants to drink clothes? XD

Our doodle on the wall in Sungei WangSince someone had a Miki from Taylors, why not promote our own Miki from TOA? lol XD

Khai Koon! our Figures 1 lecturer! in a gaming shop! wow XD

Howe showing off his new chain...Now I'm tempted to but one myself~ T T nevermind! I shall make one myself when i have the time!

and a final group photo before we left Sungei Wang~
Really, I rarely get these kinda days back in school...COLLEGE LIFE ROCKS!

forget it XD

2008-10-13T18:18:00.000-07:00

lol finally the previous post is totally useless now...and I'm finally back to normal. Will be posting more after my tsunami of assignments 8D

2008-10-11T09:07:00.000-07:00

I was a bloody anti-social througout secondary school life. Sedaya Brought me down...a HELL lot.
I finally found great friends who I can actually trust and count on when facing problems. They're just better than almost all the people I've met in Sedaya. They're great people...

And when I've finally found these people, I start to change a little, but I'm still the same kid from standard 6 deep down. So why? Why are you not trusting me all of a sudden?
It's not like I'll lose my way. It's not like I'll start smoking or drinking or get addicted to drugs.
So why the sudden mistrust? I just prefer the night life and meeting new people. That's all.

I don't want to stand alone in a crowd again...
I don't want to miss out on the great times again.
I don't want to be alone anymore...

So why is that you don't trust me now when i'm a better person and not complaint at all when I

was a bloody negative anti-social?

the change in me 8D

2008-10-09T05:56:00.000-07:00

well it's been ages since i last updated my blog...now i'm having fun. lol anyways updates~

The usual, college and stuff but some interesting things have been happening to me lately~. first off, i'm gonna get treated by Chong Sern, my Language and communication skills lecturer! Whoo! high time! so then comes my drawing skills! well, i've never really drawn actual figures of anything cause i'm just damn right horrible at it, but during history class, Howe was just doing crazy origami which he is damn good at it, while Miki was watching stuff on the laptop, someother people doing stuff (can't remember) and i was just drawing stuff and i actually drew the best grim reaper I ever drew in...all my life! i was shocked myself! whoa! here are the pics:

My first ever nice looking figure sketching @.@

Howe's crazy origami skills (haven't shown u guys his other ones yet = =")

The 2 headed bird thing XD and my wierd mask frm my dreams XD lol

Then a few days ago, wierd things happened in Pyramid. twice now.Note this: you guys should already know of what I'm capable of in my life before reading this cause if not, u'll just be blur XD. I was walking with the regular group of peple to McD for lunch and when i was walking towards Parkson and somehow, the atmosphere of the whole place was just creepy in every way. Sometimes I get this but the one I felt that time was different. So I just thought: who cares! which was a bloody bad idea later on T T. So on going, things really start to happen while i was gonna order at McD. Vision was blurry, heard things which i somehow can't describe and my energy was just going crazy. So Howe was jokingly asking me if I could treat him that day but I had the wierd look on my face so he asked if I was alright. Said i was and ended up treating him anyways... huh? lol XD told him what happened afterwards = =" lol he said i looked like I was halfway dying. Can't blame me XD haha! lol~ the downside of having this 'gift' =p...really, it can mess with your social life

well anyways...TAG!!!

TAG!
1. Post these rules before you give your facts.
2. List 8 random facts about yourself.
3. At the end of your post, choose 8 people to tag and list their names, linking to them.
4. Leave a comment on their blog, letting them know they're tagged.

Random facts about me... hmmm...
1.well i'm currently college-ing at The one Academy that's for sure~
2. I have great college groups that's like a living, walking, talking loud speaker box wherever we go XD trust me on this one one time, Carl's Jr. was dead quiet until we came in.
3. I firedance a lot!...until i became addicted to fire!
4. And i rock climb too XD fun and good for character building...and fun =p
5. Have a whole new feel to the world now XD
6. have potential weapons at most corners of my room...oh i left one under my laptop...>D
7. Craves for ice-cream now...
8. and finally have better people in my life now...including theones i made earlier XD...i can count more than 10 now!!

Who to tag...how to tag?
1. Amelia!...my partner in crime too <3 heartie matey!...randomness...i'm full of it
2. Wai Kwan...poking monster! yeaaa! run away! *eats putu piring*
3. Leonard...OH~ u touch my tralala!
4. Howe...gravity defying hair and always screws up the 1st few times when he tries to get me >D n i got him on the first try most of the time...bzzt! electrifying!
5. Mark...disturbed by hanky panky stuff behind him XD
6. Zhi Ling...hmm superb artist even though she doesn't admid it
7. Karen...a good friend i've never seen for a long time XD
8. Ryan...the Iron man~ which was hit by a missile and is under mantainance XD

try read this XD

2008-10-05T05:02:00.000-07:00

Can you read the message below?
opening this new sight i see,

slowly seeing the other side,

playing with this new gift and curse all together

Date XD

2008-10-03T14:45:00.000-07:00

been meaning to update for awhile...again at 5am = =...well just finished my figures here. So might as well just blog a lil bit. Might repost this post another day.

So well today was the day I actually went out on a date with Amelia! whee~ lol we met up at McD and had lunch since i didn't really eat in the morning. I treated but she only drank so it wasn;t much. So while eating, we were chatting about lots of stuff. From her cosplay friends to how fun and literally loud the students of TOA can be when in a restaurant XD. YesI just had to tell her, it hard not to blurt out what actually happened the last time I was at McD with my college friends. So then after I finished my lunch, we darted straight for the arcade. haha~ funny one.

So there she actually used up rm10, while i only used rm3...now i really can't wait for my pay from college..So we played DDR, time crisis 4, and...DDR again XD. thing is, she actually finished all her tokens when she played time crisis 4. so since i had the last token might as well just use it at the ddr machine. lucky thing tho, there was another token inserted in the DDR machine when we were there XD. haha! XD So after that, we headed to A&W for a drink. We chatted a lot more there and updated on what happened to each other these past few months. Then I found out about her ex there and got to know what actually happened...lol. anyways, the nwe were discussing on wheather we were actually on a date or just a friendly outing XD. we both voted friendly outing cause we just knew too much about each other and pretty much hanging out instead of dating. XD i still call this a date btw =p...forgot to take pictures..who cares? XD So then she had to head back home n I had to meet up with Howe and my sis to head back home.

Then after nothing much happened XD just chatted with Howe about the "date" i had and his unlucky experience again. poor fella. lol More details coming soon~ haha...i mean the whole story on the past few days..=p not him.

Finally Raya!

2008-09-30T20:19:00.000-07:00

the one month of fasting is finally over! XD can finally play bball without dying of hunger, thirst and having blurry visions now XD haha!! lol Chola Spice~ i miss you so. lol and i'm in the mood to post random pictures now XD

Well I was online with Howe chatting about random stuff and somehow the topic of Pikachus came in. So we were argueing on my pikachu not having a nose...and having condoms as ears...so here goes~!

so here's one: Vote~!

Which one of these randomly drawn pikachu looks better? XD

This one's mine
Ididn't add the nose and the red thingy's at the cheeks...wat's worse is that it's blue! So with the power of my imagination, It's still gives off the shocks to anything XD but it breathes through it's skin. Amphibian Pikachu. lol XD. WK says it looks like a Poring with ears, lol

And this one's Howe's
"why so serious?!" XD really, I had Joker popping in my head when i saw this. Leonard just had to conveniently read my thoughts and say it out loud. In class itself when the lecturer was teaching. lol! XD

disturbing thoughts

2008-09-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

Well finally the family of four's back, but things aren't getting better...He's still a hot head after the 40-day religious trip to Sarawak. If you wanna know the details, it's better i tell you face-to-face as god-knows-who might be reading my blog = =. oh yea, i think i'm getting a whole different feel in my 'energy' already. better be more positive this time. realised i've been putting a lil too much of neative energy into it.

Things just get better n better. Today I woke up late and i'm supposed to carry stuff out to get the huge cupboard out and back downstairs, some bloody-wrinkled-dying-rude-arrogant old man slammed MY dang door on me! stupid idiot! sigh! stil pissed off...

On to the good news, she said yes! very fast reply too 8D yay! XD

guess good things do dawn at good times eh?