Monday, January 19, 2009 played with fire at
I'ma actually typing out this post at 7.30am in the morning..lol anyways Nothing intersting happened these few days. Juat that I had this new ring from Melacca, Jonker's walk just to think about something else other than the stay over I couldn't go cause someone conveniently planned this trip to send my grandma back to Melacca...
The thing I still don't get is that I just don't get the damn reason why I can't stay over at anyone's place nor can I bring anyone to myu place to stay over now (recently added). They were saying stuff about how I'm gonna be praying and handling my meals since I'll be staying over at a non-muslim place. I've already asked all my friends if I could pray at their place and the parent's didn't mind cooking halal food when and if I was to come and stay over and I didn't have to ask at all, they already knew what I was gonna ask anyway...god knows when that bloody time will be~ and besides, she kept on going about saying things like she doesn't like the idea of staying over at someone else's place cause of some excuse like it'll be troubling the parent's and what not. I could stay over at Salman's place cause of what?? His place is just walking distance and she 'knows' them better tham my college friends.
All the time, they say "I don't know yet", "see first", "i'll decide tomorrow" which always turn up to a no or recently, some convenient plan comes up so that they would have a reason so give a NO. Damn it, I'm missing all the fun and what more do I have to give up? I mean what's so wrong about staying over if the parent's don't mind that I pray there? I know the last experience was a bad one. It's not like I'm gonna d othe same thing again and again right? Besides the last time I stayed over, it was my fault that I woke up late and I'm not gonna ask them to make a big round just to send me back if they needed to go somewhere else. And i know when I'm being used, hell, was practically 'used' by a hell lot of people in high school and u seemed bloody fine by that. why now be so up tight by that? at least the ones "using" me this time have a damn good reason why.
Like Hell i'm gonna go back to how I was in high school...they were fine when I was like that...
1/19/2009 03:32:00 PM
