Manipulate the flames of hope

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

another bunh lol

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3/24/2009 06:52:00 AM

Monday, March 23, 2009

What do you think? I've been wanting to change the blog layout for quite sometime already. The whole theme looks kinda..old style? except for that logo of mine lol =D

old

New

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(For some reason, I just can't upload the previous Design so I hope u remember lol)

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3/23/2009 10:22:00 AM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

=Do take note i might be updating this post another time=

yesterday, which was a friday, Howe invited me to is church for an occasion which was friend's night. Well at first, I didn't want to go knowing what kind of answers I would get; but i asked anyways and got thegreen light to go. So the day itself, before my prayers, met up with Kok Kin and Licia and had a small lunch together with them at J.Co Doughnuts. the doughuts there are way better compared to Dunkin's lol~ =D. After my prayers, I met up with Henry and Azuan at Ccozi and friend's the Korean restaurant in Asian avenue, Sunway Pyramid. Put the rest simple, I finally bought my slippers, bumped into a few sedayans I should have ran away frm == and bumped into the few sedayans I'd rather hang with =p. lol~

well was waiting for Howe since he's all the way in cheras now so I just hung out with them then. When Howe came, we played House of the dead 4 which we ended up better than last time, then sucked worse after that == aii~ crap lol. Well after that , we headed for the cafe for a small meal before the Friend's night.

Got to meet new people on the way there too. One was Tracey (i forgot her chinese name == opps) and...crap i forgot again ==. I will remember the next time we meet!! sorry! anyways, after that, we had short dinner then we got to the church for the Friend's night.

Just before the Friend's night started, I got to meet with Su Lip (correct the spelling if i'm wrong --") Well the friend's night thing was the best night i've ever had so far and i'm not exageratting =D. First thing we did was that we had to throw at least 30 shoes or slippers, walk around the bunch of it then rush hunt for your own shoe or slipper of u threw them in. lol I had to throw my newly bought slippers in there too. Well at first I was kinda hoping for my slippers not to get lost but then Howe reminded me that this isn't a mosque XD lol! When we all rushed, I found his shoe first...it IS hard to miss a shiny shoe when it's above your slippers =p

Moving onwards, they had to pick a few people from the crowd for what's soming nexy which was the 30 seconds of fame. out of a number of 10 people i think?, I was picked! =p lol but ended 3rd in the end out of the 5 picked. After the 30 sec of fame, the next performance was Shawn, a kid around...16 years old? well around there beatboxing and he's the best beatboxer I've seen so far.

Then they had a small talk about friendship. A very nice talk about how friends should support each other. A really enlightening talk. Honestly, throughout the whole night, that talk about friendship was the one that really caught my attention. The speaker was saying that friendship could just be found anywhere, whether it is religion or race that draws the line between the differences from just about anyone. A real friend is someone that will be by your side for the rest of your life and they will always encourage you to become the best of who you really are, support you, and give you a helping hand in your time of need. Well for those that didn't attend, you should have really been there to listen to the speaker, it really is a good speech to listen to. lol~

I may sound a lil odd but the talk really made me cherish and treasure whatever close friendship I have now. so you know who you are. thanks a million.

Had another small talk about this topic too about 3 years ago, when I was in form four. A guy called Zydar, was talking about it during lunch hour with me, Jimmy, Geoffrey and Micheal and Owen. He was saying quite a lot of things about friendship and how things will be in just a short time to come. At first, I thought that all he said was just empty words that won't come true but those empty words really was just a warning I didn't bother to give a damn...

Labels: City Harvest Church, Friend's night, Friendship

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3/21/2009 08:30:00 AM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

took a lot of effort to make this so wat do u think?

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3/17/2009 06:05:00 AM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Well now since i'm on hols and all the major plans area still far ahead (not sure if i can even go for half of them --) and so i've been hanging around online and wat not~ it really is dangerous rearranging stuff inside your hard drive. one thing, it screws up your music player if you use the playlist. lol~ i'm sure u know what i mean. but the main thing is when u look back at all those old files and and old shots and u compare to the recent ones...I do see a vast difference in terms of the people in the photos and how I look in them

First, to those that do not know, i have a stupid habit of always looking back and seldom be looking forward, so i tend to miss out on important things most of the time which is why i always seem to drift off and think a lot of what happened a few years back and also worry of what's to happen in the future like who am i still gonna see and who will be disappearing again like we've never met before. I know there's still other ways to converse and keep connected but somehow, somewhere, you do know that things aren't like how they were before which really is a painful.

There was a time when I actually thought that no one besides my family and a close friend would care if i were to disappear or just be erased be left 6 feet under. There was a few that actually objected to that and said things like they would have cared but didn't take their words seriously...am still doubting it tho lol -- (just look at how we are now. you wouldn't even know if i somehow died) and besides, looking back then...yes i was a total screw up but it did save me from being the person i would despise...someone blindly following the trend.

Like the most of you know, college have really saved me from the lonely atmosphere. I've met a lot of people, got to know many knew things and it did changed me somehow. Of course, as you get to know more people, u tend to get closer to a certain group of people and spend more time with the group; in which mine is called Essenism lol =D; and then when you get closer to the group, u tend to have the feeling of wanting to just spend more time with the group, in which i can't...aii == thx to some alternate reasons. yes u know, if I'm staying back to just spend time hanging out, it would just be better if i just come back home and spend time alone in my room...to someone else's logic.

lol some random thing now. I know i wouldn't be typing out the first thing that comes in my mind for some questions if i did it on facebook, so i'll just do it here lol

Don’t think about an answer just put the first thing that pops into your head down.

1. My ex is still: i have none...lol =D

2. I am listening to: Hosana?

3. Maybe I should: go out and hang out more often.

4. I love: left for dead 8D

5. I don’t understand: why i'm so restricted...wait i do

6. I lost: my faith in them

7. People say: a lot of things...frm truths to lies to otright lies == okay wierd

8. The meaning of my screen name is: what i'm really feeling now lol~ so true

9. Love is: a damn scary thing

10. Somewhere, someone is: writing their own story book

11. I will always like: the night life better than the day =D

12. Forever seems: a VERY long time. then again nothing lasts forever anyways

13. I will never ever want to: have a one night stand...o.o""

14. My cellphone is: screwed up and can't wait to get Sid's one =D

15. When I wake up in the morning: i sleep again until my mom calls me or if i can't sleep again =x

16. I get annoyed when: some gay guy starts bugging me like hell or when i just hear their voice

17. Parties are: something i'll never get to experience anytime soon

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3/15/2009 07:59:00 PM

Saturday, March 7, 2009

It has kicked up another notch =/ aii~
when will that time ever come when i finally find out whatever that thing is?
Really is a bother when you have something but don't know what it is, don't you think? Even better that nobody shares the same experience as well. lol

p.s this isn't the fancy post thingy lol~

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3/07/2009 07:38:00 AM

Monday, March 2, 2009

what do you think?
oh side note. the logo you see behind my name there is self created XD lol

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3/02/2009 04:13:00 AM